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Jealousy and confrontation

Jordan's POV

Me and y/n were currently walking around the mall with our friend group and usually me and y/n would walk hand in hand together but today she was right next to Vinnie as they strolled along as if they were the only two here it was upsetting but I brushed it off as I didn't want to seem like I was trying to control her. (The group is Jordan,Y/N,Vinnie,Madi,Jordan H, and Anthony and Avani weird mix of ppl I know but i never see him with ppl y'all work with me) As we stroll around aimlessly just enjoying the company of each other I eventually notice that y/n and Vinnie aren't with the group anymore so I immediately panic as I know how anxious y/n gets when she's alone so in a calm tone I'm quick to look around everywhere and stop as she isn't in sight causing everyone else to stop and turn "Where is Y/n?" I question as they all just nonchalantly shrug "Oh her and Vinnie said they were going to Build-a-Bear or some shit to get matching bears" The other Jordan smiles as we all continue walking toward where Build-a-Bear was, I knew I shouldn't be but with the new found information I was slightly hurt she didn't tell me I mean she must have seen me talking so I couldn't have seen, I guess she just doesn't care. Before we can walk into the store I sigh annoyed and decide I don't want to be here anymore "Guys i'll meet y'all back at my house Y/N has her key anyway i'll see y'all in a bit" I tell them with a fake smile waving toward them as I walk to the bottom (yk how malls have stories? so he has to walk to the main floor) and out the exit to my car. I couldn't help but grow angry as I realized I was most likely overreacting but I was genuinely hurt she had been ignoring me since Vinnie was in eye range and hasn't spoken to me once, not even to tell me they were gonna go somewhere away from the group and I couldn't help but take my anger out on my steering wheel before turning on my car and driving home.

Time skip~ (let's say...2 hours later)

Eventually the rather loud group is heard in the downstairs area of me and y/n's shared townhome and I should probably be a good host and greet them but I was still upset and I decided it was best to stay upstairs for a few more minutes before I had to go out there again. Eventually a few minutes turned into an hour and I decided to just grow a pair and go be with them. As I reach the bottom of my stairs everyone looks up at me as they seem to be watching a movie but the only eyes i'm focused on are y/n's as she has her head on Vinnie's shoulder and is attached to his side as his arms wrap around her as if she is his. "Hey baby wanna watch the movie with us?" her voice suddenly spoke slightly annoying me which it has never done before and weirded out that her voice has made ne feel this unwanted emotion I decide it's best to leave and immediately shake my head "I'm going out." and go to hug and dap up all of my friends but when I get to Y/n I see the hurt cross her face as I reject her advance to kiss me and stand to my full height but before she can reach me or react i'm already out the door. Eventually I pull up to Liya's house which I know you probably think is so dumb and I'm gonna do something stupid but truthfully i'm so in love with Y/n I can't imagine even touching another girl the way I do her and that thought alone causes my heart to ache as I approach the only one I trust to listen to me's door, immediately she opens it and greets me with a smile "Hey J, what brings you to my house without your lover?" She laughs as me and y/n are always attached to the hip and she usually comes with me to see Liya though i've made sure on numerous occasions she's okay if I hang with her alone which I never really do but regardless I know it's okay...., anyway now we've walked to her couch and my head lays back and stares at the ceiling as I rant out my day to my closest friend "Well okay so this morning we were perfectly fine right but we made plans with our friends to go to the mall and when we got there she immediately ran to Vinnie and since then him and her have been together the whole day and I just had enough annoyance at the sight of them and decided to leave and get some fresh air." I sigh my frustrations out in a heap only to receive a look of shock before she regains her composure "Jordan look y/n loves you so much anyone can see that, stop letting your jealousy get to your head and talk to her instead honestly if you're uncomfortable with their relationship and she really really loves you she will understand where you're coming from and listen to your request but you can't just run away from your problems because you're scared she'll what.. dump you? leave you for Vinnie? that's so stupid honestly being in a relationship like that isn't a relationship worth being in. Sorry J but as much as I see where you're coming from Y/n can't really do anything about it if you don't talk to her and open up, please let down that wall you can't seem to let anyone through if you really love her you will do it even if you have to put your pride aside." she speaks like a truly amazing friend woukd and I grin at her words realizing she's right "You're right Liya, Thank you so much for this talk I really needed it." I laugh as she looks at me as if I owe her the world "Yeah yeah now get out of my house and go talk to your girlfriend, it's already been like what? an hour?" She giggles causing my eyes to widen as i'm immediately out the door "See you later J! and remember if it doesn't work out and you need me to slap more sense into you, i'm always here." She yells closing the door as i'm already in my car and driving back to me and y/n's shared home.
Eventually I arrive back home and notice that everyone has gone home so I don't bother trying to be quiet and just walk in as it's just me and y/n anyway, as soon as I shut the door i'm greeted by a sad looking y/n but I just glare as all the jealousy and frustration suddenly floods back into my body "Where the fuck were you Jordan? it's been 2 fucking hours " She glares back with a dangerous look in her eye as if waiting for me to say something wrong "Oh you noticed how long I was gone? surprising..." I mumble walking away from her small figure and toward the kitchen to grab a water as I close the door and turn she is immediately in front of me again seeming to be more pissed than before "What the fuck do you mean surprising?! of course I fucking noticed my BOYFRIEND being gone for so long... Why did you even leave? we were all having so much fun and w-" "No y/n let me stop you there. YOU were having fun while ME? I wasn't but then again you wouldn't fucking notice since you and Vinnie couldn't get off each other for one fucking second, you didn't even go upstairs to see if I was okay or anything I don't like how you and him were so touchy and close today." I argue back as she seems to flinch when I call her by her name as I never do that and it's always babe or love "Is this what this is about? Me and Vinnie?.. that's really fucking petty Jordan all this because you're fucking jealous?! I'm not gonna stop hanging out with my FRIEND because you're jealous, it's pathetic and you're an immature asshole for just walking out.. this whole argument is so fucking stupid" She says bitterly as if speaking to me is the most revolting thing she's ever done. "No y/n, you know what's stupid ? Me telling you how I feel and although I didn't go about it how I should've you're calling me petty and jealous for it... That's really fucking sad if you loved me you would take how I feel into consideration and understand where i'm coming from..." I sigh sadly as I realize Liya's words were right "Yeah and who the fuck told you that?! of course I love you Jordan but you're being ridiculous!!" she yells attempting to shove me but fails miserably but somehow she only fuels my anger "I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF YOU BEING A BITCH ALL THE TIME Y/N I'M TRYING TO HAVE A CIVIL FUCKING CONVERSATION WITH YOU BUT IT SEEMS TO BE LIKE YOU'RE FUCKING SLOW TODAY, LIYA TOLD ME ALL THIS AND YOU KNOW WHAT THIS ISN'T STUPID AND I HAVE A RIGHT TO FEEL THIS WAY AND NO I'M NOT RIDICULOUS YOU TRYING TO CONVINCE I'M THE PROBLEM IS WHAT'S RIDICULOUS" I yell as i've had enough of this argument but before I can say what I was about to a harsh slap is placed on my cheek and my head slightly turns but neither of us say anything for what feels like an eternity "J-Jordan i'm so sorry bab-" "I'm leaving." I cut her off gently pushing her out of my way and walking towards the door but a small hand wraps around my wrist before I can open it "Baby please don't leave me w-we can work this out i'm so sorry I slapped you Jordan please I love you so much and I-I was so angry and I'm so sorry I-" before she can finish I harshly pull my arm out of her grasp and glare at her "Never fucking talk to me again I've had enough of your bullshit. I hope Vinnie puts up with this shit." I grit out before walking out the door and out into the world on my own.

Y/n's POV

I fucked up.

The end.

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Word count:1851

a/n)hella long sorry y'all but anyways ILY have an amazing day and I promise to finish all my drafts and keep posting for you sexy people 😍😍❤️ stay hot bye baes🤍