chapter 20 💥..

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( HEY ITS BLAKE!! OKAY SO- I REWOTE CHAPTER 19 SO I RECOMMEND YOU READ THAT ONE AGAIN SO THIS CHAPTER AND THE CHAPTERS AFTER THIS ONE WILL MAKE SENSE!! ILY<33)

Y/n's pov

As I felt the cold water touch my skin I look up at the shower ceiling in silence.

Less than a week left and me and techno don't have any good information..

Well...

Besides the fact that the case is about the person who killed my father-

Wasn't his name mark?

Ugh i can't remember.

You know, maybe mom was right..

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Maybe this isn't the job for me.

For fucks sake I killed someone!!
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Wait..

I killed someone?...

Does that mean I'm a murder..

No, no thats silly... I'm not a murder right?..

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Shit well maybe I am..

Mom wouldn't look at me the same anymore if she knew what I did...

I'm a monster..

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But he DESERVED IT

I DID THE RIGHT THING

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Right?...

I mean, I killed him for a reason. He shot my mom. My mom.. she was hurt.

But people get hurt everyday.

Just like how dad got 'hurt'

When he died I didn't do anything I just watched..

Just maybe..

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If I was there I could've saved him..
Maybe if I wasn't just standing there I could've saved him...

It's my fault...

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... it's my fault that he's not alive right now.. im the reason why mom got shot. I'm the reason why he is trying to kill me. I'm the reason for all of this. My father's death. Why my mom got shot. Why I'm being wanted dead by the very man who man my life a living hell.

It was all me...

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ME
ITS BECAUSE OF ME


HES DEAD BECAUSE OF ME

I KILLED MY FATHER.

ITS MY FAULT.

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