Fake A Smile [Old Version]

Episode 13 (End)

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Trigger warning-

There might be a mention of blood
And Suc(nah).

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Valt Aoi Pov

How far do I have
to keep going on
like this?

I stared at Hiyoko in front of me, smiling softly while there was hint of happiness in her eyes

I stare at myself
reflected in the mirror

I stared at mirror a lot yet. I can't find anything in there..

Everything I saw was a guy with loneliness..

The answer is
nowhere to be found

I smiled back at her as I turned to see Fuji standing there as well.

Giving away a smale smile

Now, I still want
to embrace
this broken heart tight
for a bit more

I looked back at the Hiyoko who is excitedly waiting for the guests to arrive

A night
when I cowered,
shedding tears,
loneliness keeps
making me to grow up
Although I hate
this clumsly
and timid me,
I still want
to keep on dreaming
in the midst of
continuing days

I looked down as the memories replayed itself in me.

I am.. I am here to make everyone happy around me..

I am doing this for Fuji's happiness..

I'm chasing "one day"
when the morning sun rises
A place
that hasn't been reached
with my overreaching hands
I will let go of
the cowardice that resides
in my chest right now
so it won't eat my heart away

I hope... One day I can be happy myself..

It's getting worse,
day by day
The expectations
I can't bear
are overtaking my heart
"It's alright."
The words spoken
were contrary to my feelings
How weak I am

I am weak... Weak to let anyone take over my feelings and let them toy with me... Manipulate me..

The time is running out
The burden is increasing
Just like
an upside down hourglass,
even if I try
one more time
to make up for the past time,
I'll definitely
choose this path again

It's running out... Will they ever realise?...

I closed my eyelids,
the ascertained feelings
carried away by the tailwind
and its speed was getting faster
Sometimes there were days
when my steps
are almost overtaken,
but I won't be afraid
of making mistakes again
I will continue to move forward