Alpha Blake

7. Her

{WARNING SEXUAL CHAPTER- READ AT UR OWN RISK}

*Marcel Blake's POV*

"Please my little hellfire, there is only one woman who has managed to stop me in my tracks, i just hope she feels the same way about me as I do about her"

"Ryan, there are some things we need to discuss, about us." Beckoning him towards me he complies and moves closer,

"Is -is it, I mean, would it be okay if I hold you while we talk? My wolf is getting very upset and and I just, it'd really help to calm us, to calm him down I mean?"

He looks so worried and nervous and cute as hell.
I offer him a comforting smile and hold out my arms
"Of course, mate"
I see a small shiver run through his body at the name and inwardly grin,

Soon enough the feeling of his big warm muscles enveloping my much smaller frame is addicting, he pulls me in close to his chest and I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist, my arms snaking themselves around his neck.

My whole body seems to be filled with pleasure and peace, I feel comfortable, I feel content,

I can hear his wolf purring and I'm aware of how close our bodies are.
Looking into his eyes it takes everything in me to not kiss him, instead I settle
I take a big inhale and exhale of air. Okay here goes

"You should know that I have a past."

I watch as he stiffens and his eyes grow dark.

"With who"

His body is tense and he can't look me in the eye
Gently rubbing his shoulder with one hand I grab his face in my other and make him look me in my eyes

"You are my mate, you are my future. Please do not dwell on my past"

Sighing to himself and slowly nodding his head I feel him grip me a little tighter as he inhaled my scent.

"Continue"

"There was a girl, we were close, she lied to me, used me and betrayed me"
My voice is steady and I carefully try to read his expressions

"When?"

"I was 10 when I met her, 14 when she betrayed me"

His eyes started becoming dangerously dark ans his face was sullen

"You didn't even try to wait for me?"
His voice is shaky and filled with hurt

Confusion fills my mind, wait for him? I didn't even know him- oh , oh no

I feel him pulling away from me and before he can I pull his body back into mine and bury my face into his neck peppering him with small kisses

I feel his hands grip my waist pushing me against his massive bulge, his skin tastes so delicious and I'm feeling high off the sparks that tingle with every contact I make. I find the sweet spot between his neck and shoulder and have to jerk myself back to stop myself from marking him.

What am I doing? Oh no why did I just do that

"You are the only person I've ever touched intimately or with intimate intentions"
My voice is firm and sincere as I look at him and his eyes soften