Imagine this being thoughts from a random person, I don't care from who
They're happy.
That's good.
I'm happy that they can be happy.
But why does it hurt?
Why do I feel left out?
I'm scared.
Scared that we could lose contact because they are happy now and don't need me anymore...
I don't wanna lose them.
They mean to much to me.
But they feel so far.
I feel like I'm slipping away.
I need them now...
But they're happy right now.
I don't wanna bring them down.
They are happy without me.
And that's fine.
Please stay happy.
For me?...
Please...Based on real thoughts I had about people that mean very much to me, and I don't even know them that good right now... I must be stupid XD
Anyways, feel lived and drink and eat something
Love you <3
Spezialistin
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Thoughts when I feel lonely
Non-FictionThis is or can be rather sad so please don't read it when you're happy, you deserve to be happy :) And if you know me irl, I don't care if you want to talk about this but please don't make it our first talking theme... Please...