Trigger Warning: Please proceed ONLY if you're comfortable with anything regarding mental instability...(Skip to the author notes if not)
Unknown's PoV
What was it again?
Was it about money? Friendship? Family? Love? Ambition? Dream?
Wait- was it even a person?
An item?
or an event?...
Whatever it is-
All I know is it was something I hold very dear...
So deeply dear that I almost gave everything up for it...
... I did promise that I'll never forget whatever it was...
but why?
Why can't I remember?
I can't remember but I also can't replicate that certain feeling-
No matter what I do, the emotions I felt that time was incomparable to what I have now...
Not enough, no.. It's not enough... I know it'll never be enough...
NOTHING WILL BE ENOUGH-
But as expected- I still can't remember...
hahh... Everything feels so meaningless...
Looking through the blank abyss, I can feel myself slowly stepping into what we call the point of no return...
Where?
When?
How?
What...
Who-?
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Closing my eyes, everything seemed like a blur...
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Why was I even here again?...
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.
.
Ah,, that's right-
... I have to live-
Why though?
I can just end everything right here- right now...
That's right...
Just one last step-
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No...
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.
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Not yet!
Until I reopened them-
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A/N
Hello there again :>
Before everything else, I would like to clear one thing- I am totally fine >~< ! I do have my ups and downs but overall, I am really as bright as the day - v-)/
While it's not a 'x dying reader fic', this short fic just shows how some people can become really burdened by their feelings and those thoughts might become a very lethal weapon against themselves... So a reminder for everyone, keep everything in check and never be afraid nor be ashamed of being vulnerable. We're all nothing but humans, so any feeling of weakness you have right now is normal and it's always better to have a safe outlet of these emotions rather than bottling them all up until the end.
Anyways,, moving on- It's kind of amazing how people still read my past entries (I'm cringing so bad because it has a lot of errors and some might not make sense?...). And well, I did say I'll return but uh (another year had passed after stating that-)... again QvQ .... I am deeply sorry for disappearing as if Thanos' snap dusted me away... Well, the problem is- despite the fact that I want to write more stories and that I can now notice my mistakes... I still unconsciously (but consistently) make mistakes I cannot let be... which leads to a repeated cycle of typing, rephrasing then deleting... (basically a very long writer's block which I am still failing to get rid off)... All in all, I can't guarantee that I'll be releasing anything in a phase people would want.
But I would mostly probably just pop in out of nowhere again T vT) ... (Just like this one...)
So yep, that's all,, wishing you guys to have a wonderful day/afternoon/night!
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