captive in my mind

pretend

Pretending to be someone else
Another person
Just don't be seen, don't be seen
There's nothing that I want, no, thank you I'm fine
Smile, anything else would be mean
No really, it's okay, I just think about how to say that I wanna go
I know that I
won't show
my thoughts
destroy the flow
and so keep going on
say no, I miss my home,
yeah I do
Where I can be myself and don't pretend at all
Where my own words and thoughts don't make me fall
Where I am who I am, not who I wanna be
Where I'm real
But here- I run against a wall

Sommer 2021