I Needed to Vent

Hope it ends

I don't feel well,
Not in a physical way but mental,
I am just everyday giving up more and closer to my farewell,
But I can't talk this with anyone, they will all just see me as sentimental.

I can't take life anymore,
I gave up years ago and still I am here,
This feeling of depression consumes me everyday more,
While I try again to disappear.

I just want it all to end,
The hate, fights, self harm and depression,
But death can't take me and all I do is pretend,
So everyday I keep living without showing any expression.

But I swear I want death to take me and end this,
I don't feel well since years ago and it gets worse while the time passes,
I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die so fucking much I don't resist,
I want to be buried or burnt into ashes.

Please someone end my misery,
Because I never success to do it,
Please I want to die, I swear my death won't be written down in history,
But since no one will do it but myself, I will still try to kill myself without guilt.