paws 🐾 | a jirose ff

misunderstandings

Waking up to the transparent sunlight,I rumbled in my bed falling over on my cozy cushions,it made me want to sleep even more
I woke up suddenly remembering I had to meet sana today
I messily cleared up my bed before rushing into the bathroom

As I fed kochi and that kitten,I ran out to the café We both always met
"You're late again!" Sana whined
"Sorry I overslept" I pouted

"Two mocha lattes please!" Sana ordered before continuing
"So the holidays are ending,are you ready for school?" She concerned
"Not at all,I really want to relax a bit" I replied when I suddenly remembered about my holidays ending

"Oh wait did you do the project?" Sana asked consciously
"Yes! Jimin helped me with it!" I smiled at the sweet thought of him,but it didn't last long,remembering what happened yesterday
"Are you and jimin dating already?" She chuckled
"I-i don't wanna talk about him,he is rude!"

"Why? You both fought right?" She asked
I nodded
When I explained everything to her,surprisingly she hysterically laughed
"You are angry at him for this?"
"What do you mean?" I asked
"Go apologize to him,idiot" She playfully hit my shoulder

Should I really apologize? I acted kinda immature,I thought to myself
Opening up my phone,I saw 26 missed calls from him,that was alot,seeing that it made me even more guilty

So I tried calling him,as expected he didn't responded
So I thought about going to his house

The weather made me somehow gloomy,it was dark yet light,it had a playfully vicious aura to it,the clouds made a darker hue,the trees seemed to bend in a certain manner,even though those trees were beautiful,they seemed eerie

I ringed the bell,taking a deep breath in to apologize
As he opened the door,he looked at me,his gaze didn't seemed the same
"Come in" he invited me inside
I nodded and smiled,entering his home was the same,the comforting scent still had its space in the atmosphere

"Do you want something to eat or drink?" He asked politely
"Uh no" I replied with a smile
"What do you wanna talk about?" He asked sitting down on the couch next to me

I blurted it out as soon as he asked it,"I'm sorry"
"About what?" He asked as if he didn't knew about what happened yesterday
"I'm sorry about whatever I blurted yesterday" She repeated,her head still hung down

He had a silent response to it,a stare at her with his slender eyes,made her nervous,it was scary,infact terrifying

She had never seen him like this,it was frightening,tears gathered up in her eyes as she couraged to speak up "j-jimin what is wrong?"
"Let's just stop talking about this" he finally spoke up

"No! I need to apologize and you-" She tried explaining
"Chaeyoung,we are not talking about this today" he furrowed
His voice heavier than ever

"Jimin I'm sorry,please forgive me,I'm a person who says alot of stuff that I don't actually mean in anger" She tried again

"Chaeyoung i told you to stop" he replied gritting his teeth
She gulped before repeating 
"Jimin,I know it doesn't mean anything to you,but I feel guilty,I really do-"

"that's it Chaeyoung,if you dont have anything else to talk about,leave" he replied once again,the anger building up,showing on his face clearly

She had no choice but to leave,her eyes filled with tears
On her way home,she had a millions of thoughts of how to convince him,she had no idea of how to either

She cuddled into kochi's white fur,that little kitten sleeping soundly on her bed,she had a constant memory of jimin in her mind

He does not realize this,all this time,they had each other,was all this waste infront of those 5 words? She had no answers to those questions
He does not realize,the love she had for him and there seems to be no possibility of that in the near future as well