Nandini's pov
I see a beautiful yet simple white gown with this deep plunged neckline, the dainty and minimalistic straps holding the dress up. If I were looking at anyone else I would have had this smile on my face while complementing them however my face had this frown.
I took a deep breath and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear finally turning away from the mirror, yup I'm getting married and as you can tell I am not very happy happy about it at all.
"Nandini are you ready" I heard cabir, my best friend or should I say my to be husband's best friend
"Ya" I mumbled looking at the door
"Holly balls" his voice was full of surprise
"What" I said fixing my dress and getting insecure
"I don't think he is ready to see you like this" he said and I rolled my eyes
"I don't really care at all" I said grabbing a bottle of vodka
"Fuck no, don't you dare" he said snatching it away from me
"Cabir I need it, I can't do this right now" I said and he shook his head
"Nandini it's Manik" he said like that was supposed to make a difference
"Are you ready Nandini" I heard my mother
"Oh fuck off mrs Murthy" I said sitting down
"Cabir leave" she said and cabir looked at me, after I nodded he left the room
"Who the fuck do you think you are talking to nandini, I have told you do not talk to me with such language, respect me and if you don't, you already know what will be the consequences" she said gripping my arm tight
"Mrs Murthy don't make me walk out of here and leave you to handle this stupid fucking mess alone because you very well know I can do that" I said trying to loosen her grip but she just tightened it
"NANDINI STOP BEING A LITTLE FUCKING BITCH OR YOU WILL DEFINITELY HAVE MORE STORIES TO TELL THE GOD DAMN AYIAPPA YOU THINK OF SO MUCH" she yelled pushing me to the floor
"I think I have a whole lot already so adding one would not be a big deal" I said laughing dryly at her
"Get out there and get married or" she said grabbing my jaw squatting to my level
"Or what" I said interrupting her
"Or you'll not live another fucking day" she said and left
Taking a deep breath I got up and started fixing my makeup because the bitch had left marks on my face from holding my jaw so hard.
"You cannot cry nandini, you are strong and remember that papa would be sad seeing you cry so no you cannot be weak. Papa I love you and I miss you a lot but your nandini is okay, she is getting through and see how pretty I look" I said looking outside at the clouds
I walked outside and found cabir sitting at the end of the hallway with Navya, my other best friend. I closed the door and walked to them, they looked up at me at almost the same exact time, they had watery eyes making mine water a little
"What stop being emotional im not dying" I said
"Shut up, don't ever say that" Navya said pulling me in for a hug
"Fine but dont cry"
"Nandini I promise he will take good care of you" she mummbled
"I don't doubt your judgement Navya but you realize this is very weird for me" I asked and she nodded
"Nandini, I am sorry to put you through this but it was either Manik or some rich ass person who might not even be a good person so I had to" cabir said looking down
"Array cabira dont worry I understand and honestly its fine, I am getting away from this shit hole so whatever, lets get drunk and get me married" I said and they both hugged me
I sat down with them waiting fro the next hour to pass. I couldn't help but be nervous, I dont know Manik, I have never met him before of cource I have heard about him from Navya and cabir becasue he lives in the US well lived in the US, he moved here a few days ago but I didn't get time to meet him
Who am I kidding I did have time, I refused to meet him, I haven't even seen his face but ehh whatever, who cares anymore, as long as he isn't gonna fuck up my already fucked up life we are good.
I always wanted to marry someone I loved but mrs Murthy didnt think its appropriate, becasue she wanted money, that's all she fucking wants and oh not to forget her annoying ass fucking daughter who keeps throwing herself at every men.
"Its time" I heard Navya snapping me out of my thoughts
"Umm cabir will you walk me down the aisle" I asked and he nodded wiping his eyes
"Of course baby" he said kissing my head
We walked to the big blocked doors, cabir looked at me and I looked at him, we burst our laughing for some reason well thats our regular things.
"Ready"
"Born ready" I said smirking and he chuckled
The doors opened and we started walking, my eyes were locked not he floor becasue I did not have anyone who would be watching me with love and admiration and anyway the floor looked great with its white marble.
We reached the stairs and I saw his hand coming towards me, cabir placed my hand in his and kissed my head. I looked up to see these beautiful hazel brown eyes and everything stopped.
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