Her insecurities

Chapter 12

We finished eating and I helped Nandini put all the leftover food in the fridge, we brushed our teeth together and now we were cuddled up in bed. Nandini's legs were entwined with mine, her back rested against my chest making me smile. My arms were around her waist and she had head rested against my chest

"Ready" she asked and I nodded without asking what for

She turned on the stupid fifty shades movie and I panicked a little

"Are you sure you wanna watch this" I asked

"Why, you dont want to kya" she asked

"No I mean of course I wanna watch it if you wanna watch it"

"I want to" she said and I nodded as she started the movie

The fuck am I supposed to tell her, that hey I cannot watch this movie with you becasue I dont have self control when I see you and on top of this the movie you picked has every single sex thing you can imagine, shit now deal with it Manik, have fun my heart laughed, oh shut up

"Manik focus" she said and I kissed the back of her head causing her to snuggle closer which is humanly not possible but its cute

The movie was going good, until the stupid elevator scene and ahh fucking shit, I kinda peaked to see what Nandini is doing and this girl was smiling like whattt

"Baby" she hummed in response

"Enjoying it" I asked and she nodded making me chuckle

I guess I was thinking way too much becasue Nandini was super chill even when the sex scene came on she was watching with so much focus as if she was learning how to do things, she had this adorable pout on her face

"Holy nuggets of god" she screamed making me startle a little

"You saw that right" she said turning around holding my t shirt

"Saw what darling"

"Oh no no no, you couldn't have missed that, he Jesus Christ it seems hard, like wouldn't that hurt" she said looking in my eyes making me look at the screen

I realized she is talking about the play room stuff, but I didn't know how to answer that question for her

"Umm well for some it may be a turn on, for others maybe not"

"Thats true" she said and sat back at her original spot

The first movie finished and she turned on the second one and got comfortable again. I wasn't focused on the movie, I was more interested in Nandini and her reactions to the movie.

It made me really happy seeing her getting comfortable with me, she was always comfortable but this is new territory for both of us. I pulled her closer and was caressing her stomach were my hands were with hers on top of mine

I felt her weight on me so I knew she was starting to fall a sleep but her and I need to talk about everything, especially her mother and sister, they need to be taken care of as soon as I can because they have already hurt her enough.

"Nandini" she hmmed so I paused the movie making her turn her head a little to face me

"Why did you stop it" she asked

"We have to talk darling, remember" her face fell as soon as she processed my words

"I know you don't want to talk about it, but it'll be good to get it our Nandini. I will not force you baby but to me it seems like a good idea" I said and she nodded

"I want to share with you but"

"But what"

"My movie, there is one more after this when will we watch that" she wined like a child