Sometimes I wonder.
What it would be like to fall,
Off a cliff, into the water.
Breaking every bone in my body.
Screaming in pain
And having no one come.
Still be alive and yet slowly dying.
And then wake up.
And then I realize.
That I'm already falling.
Over and over.
Again and again.
Breaking and breaking.
Screaming and crying.
The only difference is that.
I don't want to wake up.
