school is starting back up. i haven't talked to anyone but ham and smalls. they seem to be my only friends right now.
after my mothers birthday is haven't talked to Valentina. she hasn't apologized or even came by to talk which hurts from the little effort she gave. I haven't been to the sandlot for 2 months. I stopped going because Benny started treating me like shit. I didn't do anything to him. I never see him at his house either.
These last 2 months i've been working out and staying productive to get my mind off of being alone. I've grown into a women over the summer. My curves came in and my face cleared up. I'm in a good and healthy lifestyle right now.
Today is the first day of school. Where Ham and Smalls will become freshman and i will be a Sophomore.
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i put that on with some white low top reeboks. i put some snacks in my backpack and head out side to my car. i finally got my permit. i also got a new car. my grandpas and dad income came to me about a month ago so now i have everything taken care of. i drive to the school and park in the student parking lot. i get down and walk into the main entrance where i get my schedule. I walk into the school until i hear some one yelling out to me which caught me off guard.
"HEY OVER HERE" i see ham waving his arm beside smalls.
i walk over thinking it was just them but as i arrive i see the whole group including benny and Valentina. i just ignore it and talk to the two i came to talk to.
"hey guys, long time no see" i smile at them
"you changed a lot since the last time we saw you" ham says wide eyed
"ham stop being a weirdo" i gave him a blank stare
"ham why u making small talk with people you don't know" bertram says as he sits next to benny and Val. Everyone changed. They look more mature.
"Bertram u dumb nut, this is Coraline" smalls says
BENNY
"Bertram u dumb nut, this is Coraline" smalls says
I haven't seen her since two months. she's changed. she blossomed and looks more grown and mature. she seems to still be stubborn as she never made eye context with me once. I don't even know what happened to us. i look over to Val and she looks surprised and hurt. i don't see why though, she the one that messed up.
"that's coraline?" yeah yeah says is awe
i observe her and she gives him a disgusted look. she still has her attitude.
"alright well imma go" she says shifting uncomfortably
"wait" smalls calls out
"we'll go with you" ham says
"sure okay" coraline smiles warmly turning to leave
watching her walk away hurt me because we hadn't acknowledged each other at all. but watching her walking away made me feel another way with the way her body curved. I wanted her.
"she's changed" Val says watching her walk away
"yeah she has" i mutter doing the same as her
"i miss her" she says lowly but high enough for me to hear
"why didn't you put the effort then?" i ask
"i was ashamed, i regret what i did so much because it was a punch to the gut for her, but also to me because it was a sign of disrespect to her mom, who raised me like her own" she sighs
"you guys were close huh?" i ask
"yea whatever she got taught whether it was in her household or mine, i got taught, and vise versa. the biggest thing i learned was baseball from her dad and grandpa" she says
"who is her grandpa"
"that's not for me to say" she says
CORALINE
my day was pretty decent. i don't really talk to no one. but today i made two friends. Paula and Paco, they are twins. We all sat in the same classroom during lunch and Paco is a hyper talkative person and started conversation with me. I have 4 classes with them. we all got out of our last class and walked together.
"tell me why my sister jacked my cash the other day" paula complained
"that bitch know what she doin" Paco chuckled
"bruh we coulda went somewhere together, all three of us" she sighed
"look it's coo, let's go kick it at the arcade, it's on me" i said
"nah that fucked up" Paco whispers
"boi why u whispering" i laugh
"nah it's all good, i haven't had friends in a while and i save money like a muthafucka so it's on me" i smile
"girl we got you next time fasho" paula says
"yea even if i have to punk a muthafucka for their lunch money on mee" Paco says
"alr mf slow ya roll" i laugh out
we walked out the school and they walked the opposite way
"what the hell u guys doing" i giggled
"we are walking to the arcade like we was supposed to muthafucka" Paco said
"bruh i gotta car" i busted out laughing
"how yo short ass be reaching the pedals?" Paco asked
"shut yo ass up before i make u walk" i giggled
i was about to get into the car with paula in the from with me and paco in the back until i hear my name being called.
"Core?" i turn and see Val
"hey val what's up" i say
if i'm gonna be honest, i'm over it. it's old now yea that shit really hurt my feeling but time is going to fast to hold grudges.
"um can we talk?" she says looking down
"uh yea sure" i smile warmly
"look im really sorry about everything core. and i know i shoulda said this shit a long ass time ago but i was ashamed because i felt like i disrespected your mom by what i did, and i also ignored my bestfriend on a emotional day. Not only that i didn't know you liked benny-"
"woah woah woah, okay val you need to slow down, look val im not mad at you. i let that shit go cause life goes on. so you need to too. and plus i did not like benny, i just felt hurt because two people who were important to me ignored me on a tough day. but I'm over it. i'm not mad at you or benny. " i smile and wiped her tears
"look my friends and i are going to the arcade right now, you wanna come with?" i smile
"oh my god yes" she cry and smiles trying to wipe her tears
"okay but your gonna have to sit in the back with Paco" i laugh
" i don't mind he's kind of cute" she smirks and i just out laughing
"Val u gon need a leash for that one" and we both laugh
we got in the car.
"guys this is Valentina, valentina this is paco and paula" i introduce them
"Coraline when tf you was going warn me that i was gonna be hangin with 3 of the seven dwarfs" paco yelled out
