What If We Had It All

Chapter 7 What should I do ?

I went home that night and Owen's confessions kept ringing through my ears. Does he really like me? Is he really willing to take a chance on me? Does he really want me or am I just his rebound from Veronica? Would I just be the take and drop girl? I don't know! Conflicted by these thoughts I went to the only person I can trust Izzie, She's been through it all with break ups. She once dated this guy from the Robotics team that turned out to be a rich sociopath . She then dated this foreign exchange student who decided to move back to Scotland mid school year.  And while I know that I don't know her for that long, it's obvious I can't go to my mom with this so she's my only option I mean I know there's Henry but I need someone to see it from a girl's perspective so I rang her up. Isabelle told me to go with my gut and she said that "instincts are the messages of the soul." Pacing back and forth trying to listen to my soul I found it, just take the leap of faith, I mean how hard can I fall it might just be one date, nothing else. So I texted Owen agreeing to go out with him. He told me to meet him after football tomorrow and he'd give me all the details on our date. I ran to my box that I  had hidden on top of my bathroom cabinet, to get my box full of characteristics, I opened it once again to see Owen ticking all the boxes. Tall, handsome, ripped at every edge, athletic and while he fit all the physical characteristics the psychological side needed some work. As seen in school he's still quite arrogant, rude and always thought he was king of the school just because he was a football quarterback, I wonder if I can change this, I don't know but all I know is that I couldn't wait for tomorrow. It felt like life in Cali was finally taking form.