❝𝐆𝐮𝐲𝐬, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.❞
Hobi chuckles and clutches me to his chest, ❝We can definitely do that,❞
❝This is my only chance to love you, there's no way in hell I'd give that up,❞
❝You could bet on that, baby,❞ Yoongi...
"Respect the past; you never know how it may affect you."
- Unknown
Chapter 25
Yoongi's POV
*Trigger Warning: brief mention of sexual assault/ rape. Please prepare yourself for that, continue on if you need to. I will put * before and after the mentions in the chapters.*
Begrudingly, I take a breath and begin at the start, the shit show that is my life.
I've been a rogue since before my first shift. My mother never planned to have me, I was the child of an assault.
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My mom was mated when it happened, a vampire, a rival of the pack, killed member of out pack, wrecked havoc on out land, and raped my mother.
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When she and her mate found out that she was pregnant, they both were devastated. They made the best of the situation and raised me as best as they could, both of my mom's loved me so much.
But it was not enough to overcome the hatred that my pack members had for me. I experienced bullying for being a hybrid and a worst of all a vampire, our worst enemy. I've always hated myself for that, for causing my mother so much pain, but I loved them both more than anything.
Because I was they only hybrid in a pure-blood pack, the elders, our alpha, and certain pack members believed that I would not be able to connect to my wolf and properly shift. They feared that when that time came, I would be a monstrosity and bring bloodshed to the pack.
My mom's feared that I would become a rogue at such a young age, so they trained me to survive in the wilderness.
And to make matters worse was that two years before my first shift, I started to crave blood. I could sustain myself off of small amounts, but on full moons the cravings couldn't be satisfied. My mother's feed me with their own blood and with anything that they could find to help me.
It wasn't long before I was exiled from my pack at 16 years old. I haven't seen my mother since then and I've been on my own taking care of myself and surviving.
I pause, shift in my seat, and look u at Jin. As I'm telling Jin the story of my past before Hoseok. He's attentive and looking at me with those sad, sympathizing eyes. The sheer amount of pure kindness and tenderness, makes my heart stutter, only my Hoseok has looked at me like that. I smaller and fiddle with my sleeze. I realize that may have been wrong about him -- all of them. I tend to judge people far to soon, as would I did with my mate, a long long time ago.
I glance at the bed, where he lies motionless. And I wonder what he would do? what would he want me to do now?
I slide my chair close to Jin's and continue the rest of Hoseok and I's love story....
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Edited: YES (6-25-25)
A/N:
Sorry that i haven't updated in while! I've mentioned before that i don't have a laptop at the moment, I dont like to write on my phone, but i have resolved to borrowing other computer and starting to use my phone to write. I'm writing this on my sister's laptop right now.
Anyway, I had this chapter in the drafts and you guys deserved this one. Thank you for all your support. I am attempting a new writing schedule to finish this book and others. This chapter will be two parts, as I am pushing it out as soon as possible.
love you my berries, Strawberry Marie <3
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