𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙐𝙨, 𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 || BTS + Reader/OC

👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨 Intimate Moments✨

"If fear is the great enemy of intimacy, 

love is its true friend." 

 —  Henri Nouwen

Chapter 31

Yoongi's POV

When I wake up, I'm surrounded by the scent of lavender and cedarwood. I can feel the sunlight on my skin. I can feel my heart settle into this calm but solid rhythm. I pull myself closer to Hoseok, his chest rumbles with laughter. "Are you awake?"

I grumble in response, opening my eyes slowly to him smiling at me,

"When did you get up?"

"Not too long ago,"

"You were watching me sleep?"

"A little bit, I can't help it, you're so handsome,"

I feel my cheeks heat up, "Handsome?" I'm shocked those words are coming out of his mouth. I've never been referred to with those words.

"Yes, handsome, I think you're beautiful,"

"Well, I think you're handsome too." I glance at his lips. "What time is it?"

He glances at the clock on the nightstand, "It's 8 AM," He's looking at me again in a way that makes me gasp. "So, we have some time to fool around before we have to leave," Hoseok adds suggestively.

"F-fool around?" I tense as he shifts on top of me, his chest on mine. Our hearts beating erratically already.

He glides a hand down my cheek, then cups my chin, "I've never kissed before. I want to try it with you," He confesses bravely.

"You've never kissed?" This new information sends my mind reeling and my heart thumping. What else does he not know how to do? I don't have any experience either, given my past. But, at least I know how to do some things, in theory.

"All angels are pure and innocent. Pure-breed angels don't have soulmates. They don't procreate either. When we need more angels, God makes more. I've seen humans kiss before. They do it to show mutual romantic affection,"

I give him an affirming nod in response. Hoseok glances at my lips and moves an inch closer, "I want to kiss you so bad, Yoongi. Will you let me try?" He sounds so eager and almost desperate. He glances back up at me nervously, as if I would reject his request. He's mistaken.

I'm mentally spiraling at having my first kiss and out of breath suddenly at the thought. "Yes," I sigh, sliding a hand to his face, and resting his forehead on mine. And then, he's looking at me, again, like I'm special and worthy. "I'll show you how, just follow my lead,"

He stays there waiting for me to make a move. His eyes moved from looking at my lips to my eyes and back again. When I can see him squirming in anticipation, he begs, "Yoongi, please just show me—"

I take his mouth right then. Hoseok stiffens for a moment before he softens as he moans against my mouth. I start by giving him soft, closed-mouth kisses. He's mimicking my movements earnestly. Then, open-mouthed kisses, no tongue just yet, though. He seems to like these kisses a bit more than the others. His hands move to my waist, clutching my body to him and then releasing.

I decided to increase the intensity and add tongue gradually for my sweet angel. I don't want to overwhelm him too soon. I pull away from the kiss, holding him away from my lips. We're so close that we're sharing each breath, we're both panting and holding on to each other for dear life. I'll have to remind him later to breathe through his nose when we make out.