"We must go fast,
because the race is against time,"
-- Anna Held
Chapter 29
Y/N's POV
The last few days have been so eventful. Namjoon has just rejoined us in my home. We found Yoongi and hoseok while on our first date as a group. We rushed Hoseok to the infirmary, and Yoongi hadn't left his side. He also hasn't let any of us in. It seems like he just hates the idea of being in a pack or just hates Alphas. It's just unfortunate because Namjoon and I can't help what we are and what we represent. I'll have to have a conversation with him, maybe we can reach an understanding.
I'm trying to be positive about it all. I would be happy to accept him and the other man as my mates, they were meant to be with me, be with us all. But, I'll let them go if they don't choose this pack, this family.
Then, there's the issue of him being a Rogue, a wolf with no pack. I can't ignore that fact as an Alpha who is solely responsible for my people. I have to be skeptical of him, he could pose a threat to my people. It could have been a coincidence that he was close to my packland when we found it. It could have been a coincidence that Namjoon's pack was under attack, not too long ago, and not too far from where we found Yoongi.
Yoongi has already vocalized his distaste for packs and alphas. I'll just have to watch him until I'm absolutely sure he is a treat to what Namjoon and I are building for our mates and our packs. And, of course, I've shared my worries with Namjoon, and only him. I don't want to worry Jin or Taehyung at the moment. He agrees with me that we should approach this new connection with caution and optimism.
I shouldn't be thinking about this now. Namjoon and I are working on the logistics of combining our packs. We started after Yoongi and Hoseok were settled enough for us to leave. We've been in my office ever since It's well into the afternoon at this point.
So far we have decided that we won't cut down the entire forest. Instead, we'd like to only chop down what is needed and use the lumber to build cabins for our other pack members. The construction of our new house is coming along nicely, too. We planned on making a web of pathways that led to the center of the land, marled by some structure. The paths on either side of the center will lead our respective pack lands, essentially joining them together.
As of right now, everything is on a need-to-know basis with all non-essential personnel. I still have to accept my mates in public ceremonies. And then we would have to go through the same thing with Namjoon's pack. But with everything going on, new mates getting introduced to us, we just haven't gotten to it yet. Hopefully, we'll do it soon, because people will start asking questions about all the construction.
We have all agreed that we should hold off on the ceremonies until we know what Yoongia and Hoseok plan to do, either bond with us or leave us altogether.
A sigh coming from Namjoon catches my attention, "I think we should take a lunch break. I'm honestly surprised Jin hasn't barged in here, shoving food in our faces," he chuckles at his own joke, but upon seeing my expression he stops short. "What's on your mind, love?"
I sigh, dragging a hand down my face, "You already know what I'm thinking about. I just can't catch a break, I'm so stressed about everything that's been happening,"
He moves from his seat across from me and pulls me into his arms on the couch across from the coffee table. "I know, baby. I feel the same way. We'll be okay."

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