Echoes Of Yesterday

Chapter 16 - Soft Hearted

Xamarah's POV:

I slowly open my eyes as I felt heavy thing on my chest making me barely to catch my breathing and also as the sun woke me up showing all it's lightness for me to open my eyes.

May galit ang araw sakin.

Bakit kasi naka open ang blinds!?

And as I open my eyes I already saw Maxine lying down on my chest hugging me tightly just like a soft pillow she wants to hug all the time. My cheeks blushed early in the morning as this is the second time she did this. And this is also the second time I woke up with her hugging me like this.

Geez this woman is unbelievable!

"So how long will you look at me, Xavy" she asked and her voice sounded sexy as she just woke up and doesn't have that much energy to talk. Basically garalgal ang boses dahil kakagising nga lang.

And for the second time around this morning my cheeks flushed and immediately felt all the blood went to my face as I feel heated already. I used both of my hands for her not to see my red face.

Umagang umaga kilig.

But I've come to my senses. I am having lots of different emotions and feelings when I am with her. Maxine..... The woman that gives lot of feelings to me that I can't even define what does it means to me.

I am straight....but am I really not straight? I don't know geez it's like life....life that is hard to understand.

I don't know if I am straight to the fact that I am starting to have feelings for her to be honest. I mean who would not catch feelings to someone who always care about you right? Like who will not catch feeling to that someone that is willing to wake up 3am just to buy you napkins? Care for me, even though she barely know my whole being....

She knows me by my name as what I know 'cause for sure I haven't toll her my whole life not even a bit.

But who knows maybe she knows something that I dont.

But really.....I don't know what my sexuality is, even I question myself million times about it I don't think I have any answers for it.

Should I google? Lagi naman tama ang google eh or I can just ask Maxine about it?

This bothers me so much I will not just ask about it.

I shook my head "I can look at you anytime, even forever"

She was stunned for a sec and slowly hid on my neck that made me confused for her sudden acts.

"Why are you hiding?" Saad ko at hinaplos ang kanyang likod.

"Don't......don't do that kung hindi mo naman paninindigan ang kilig ko" she murmur on my neck and now I can see her right ear that is slightly red.

I chuckled.

"Uso pala sayo Ma'am ang kiligin" I said jokingly that made her look at me immediately with an arched brow.

I gulped.

"W-what?" I said nervously and and gulp again as she is just looking at me with all her seriousness and doesn't want to leave my eyes even a bit.

She poke my nose "You're so cute"

"Ouch medyo masakit naman"

"I'm sorryy" she said and her face softens.

Tumayo na siya at tumitig sakin.

"I will just go take a bath tingnan mo na yung mga kaibigan mo at ilang oras na lang papasok na kayo" she reminded me before going to the bathroom to take a bath and that's when I realized we still have a class today! Geez panay kwento at harutan ko sakanya nakalimutan ko na, mayroon pala kaming pasok.