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4. cockblock

the next morning i was woken up naturally, for once.

i lay in bed for around 10 minutes before getting out of it.

I put my sweatpants back on from yesterday and then walk in to the bathroom, and do the normal morning, wash my face, brush my hair, brush my teeth, pee, wash my hands for the 50th time, and then walk back to the bedroom.

i get on to the bed and get on top of rafe.

"wake up" i say as i shake his chest.

i have one leg on either side of him, as i shake him.

his eyes slowly open. "mm- i-im up" he says as he yawns. "its still pouring rain and windy" i say with a frown.

"go brush your teeth so i can kiss you" i say. he laughs before i get off him and he gets up, walking to the bathroom.

he comes back a couple minutes later. "fuck im cold" he says as he rubs his arms. fuck his arms look good, so does his whole body.

i look him up and down before i say "come cuddle me, hashtag body heat" i say as i open my arms for him.

"you're dumb" he jokes as he climbs in to the bed beside me and cuddles close.

"and now your warm" i grin.

i wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him.

he kisses back and our kiss quickly escalates, as his tongue slides into my mouth.

we pull apart from the kiss, breathless.

i start to kiss his neck, and collarbone area "shit kaylen" he moans.

he then helps me get my shirt off and his lips attach to my neck, kissing and sucking all over. "mm fuck rafe"
i moan.

his lips go farther down on me, kissing around my collarbone and chest.

i start to grind on to him, causing us both to groan as  he kisses me.

his hands meet the back of my bra to un clip it but suddenly the door opens "i made breakfa- SHIT LOCK THE DOOR!" he yells as he immediately leaves.

my cheeks go red from embarrassment. "god" i mumble.

" YOU'RE A FUCKING COCK-BLOCK TOPPER!" i yell as i put my shirt back on.

"why are you getting dressed" he pouts. "we are not having sex after we just got walked in on!" i say.

he groans as he gets up and walks out of the room with me.

we walk to the kitchen part of the basement.

The reason the basement had bedrooms and bathrooms, and a kitchen is because it's meant for if there's hurricanes, or tornadoes, or whatever.

"you guys are gross!" topper says. "and you're a cock-block!" i say.

"did you guys ever stop fighting?" rafe asks. sarah nods "mhm, We just talked it out I guess" she says. "good" i say.

me and rafe fill our plates and join topper and sarah and eat.

~

its been a couple hours, its still pouring rain but the wind slowed down. "i wanna go out so bad" sarah sighs. "me to" i say.

"i dont, im tired" rafe says. "same" topper says.

they then high five weirdos. "im ganna go take a nap." i say. "ill join you" rafe says.

"no funny business!" sarah yells.

i send the middle finger there way.

we get in to the room and get in to the bed.

i cuddle close to him and we both drift off to sleep.

~

i wake up from my nap and sit up. rafe wasn't in bed with me.

i get out of the bed and walk in to the living room.

sarah, topper, and rafe were all on the couches, beer cans all over.

"how much have you guys had to drink?" i ask. "a looott" sarah says with a giggle.

"come drink with us baby" rafe says. "i dont think i want to" i sigh.

i sit down next to topper and he offers me his can. "you can have a sip" he says. "i dont want a sip" i say as i push his can away.

its already 11pm so soon topper and sarah get tired and drift off to sleep in there bedroom.

rafe was still drinking, he was probably never ganna listen.

"rafe come on, you've had enough to drink" i say. "stop being boring, im thirsty" he says.

"i can get you some water?" i say. he shakes his head. "im fine" he says.

i get up and walk over to him, snatching the can away, and walking away to the counter.

"hey" he says.

he gets up and trys to take the can away but ive already spilled it. "what the fuck kaylen! i was in the middle of that." he says.

"you have had enough! im tired rafe i want to sleep" i say. "then go sleep!" he says.

"i cant sleep knowing your here drinking your heart out" i say.

"fuck! fine!" he says. he storms in to the bedroom and i follow him.

"your so annoying, You never let me enjoy myself" he says. i ignore him, i'm used to him saying this kind of shit.

"i fucking hate you so much sometimes kaylen! i wish you would just go outside and drown in the hurricane!" he blurts out.

that hurt. I know he's drunk but he literally just wished death upon me.

"you dont mean that" i say as my eyes start to sting. "no- fuck i didn't" he says.

"god dammit rafe, all I ever try and do is help you and all you ever do is treat me like shit!" i say. "i love you kaylen" he says.

"well you don't act like you do" i say. "please leave me alone for the rest of the night" i say. I shut his bedroom door and walk away

I don't want to bother topper or so I go to the couch, grabbing a blanket and getting comfy.

i then see i have a text from our mom.

mumma🧸❤️: hi sweetie, how are you and topper at the camerons?

me: we are great mom, having lots of fun, how are you?

mumma🧸❤️: im pretty good.

mumma🧸❤️: night love ❤️

me: night mamma ❤️

knowing my mom is safe and happy is a good thing at least.

i wipe my eyes so all my tears are gone but before i close my eyes to sleep rafe appears. "go away rafe"
i say. "kaylen im bored, i miss you" he says.

he already forgot what he said. wow.

"come on rafe get to bed" i say.

i walk to the bedroom with him. "get in" i say. he gets in to the bed.

i put the covers over him. "good night rafe" i say. "night baby" he whispers.

just like that he falls asleep.

i want to climb in the bed and cuddle with him and give him kisses but he literally wished death upon me.

i sigh as i kiss his fore head. "sweet dream" i whisper before walking out.

god i feel like he's my child, not matter how much he can piss me off and no matter what he say's, i can never stop loving him.

at least  no matter how drunk or high he is he would never hurt me. right?

a/n:
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