Dear diary,
I'm here. I told Ashton I was going to visit and I did but I wasn't only going there to see him. I talked to Louis and he told me what was going on between H and Ashley so I thought it would be the perfect timing. I saw him today and hung out with him. Only if he knew. I saw how jealous she got and I know she knows the truth. I don't want her to hate me but this is something I have to do. I did something really bad and if she finds out I know she will be crushed but then if she knows he will be all mine. A bottle of whiskey and a bottle of vodka even a tab of ecstasy you won't remember. I'm such a bad person but I love him what can I do. I'm sorry Ashley it had to turn out this way but I will tell you. If you won't believe me ask your lover cause I told him to. I still have evidence from that night and it will ruin you. I'm sorry baby but please say you love me too.Xoxo
Cherry
Or as the world knows me by
Chloe
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