rejection

zoned out

I wake up to knocking on my room door and I hear my mom say "buenos días es hora de que te despiertes tengo que llevarte a la escuela"( good morning it's time for you to get up I have to get you to school )and I groan my wolf camila says" I don't feel like we should have to go to school no one likes us not even the teachers like us and that is a new level of low like how do the teachers not like you girl you need to get it together like this is not the live style I want you only have 1 more year to fix this"

I groan " I know camila but it's hard and I don't even know why everyone hates me they just do at least mí Padres(parents) don't hate me.

Camila says "ugh I suppose your right at least we will always have them now go get ready you stink and wash that slobber off your face it's making us look ugly"

I laugh "ok ok I will"

I get up and enter the bathroom and turn on the shower while the water is heating I look In the mirror at my average looking self

I have tan skin due to me being Hispanic and Korean my hair is black at the roots and then goes down to blonde,and I have very curly hair and I have gray eyes,and a hourglass figure

Everyone thinks that I'm ugly but I think I am pretty average I'm not cute but I'm not ugly

At school I'm on the cheer team I'm a flyer so I have a pretty muscular build and despite what I thought when I joined the cheer team I did not gain any popularity points which I'm not gonna lie kinda upset me a bit but anyways I get ready for school after I get out of the shower and I put on some black and white air Jordans,so black ripped jeans and a white cami with a black and white Nike jacket I think I look decent . Camila says "you really don't, ok try again but this time actually try and just like make it better"

I say" shut the hell up camila"

I make my way downstairs to see my pá making breakfast I don't eat breakfast so I just walk out the door with my mom

My mom is driving me to school today in my car because she needs it later my since my dad's car is in the shop so he's using my mom's car and my mom is using my car

My moms name is Rachel chun-Rodriguez she is tall athletic built has black hair and olive skin she is known as my school as the " hot mom'' which is disgusting and she's a beta

My dad name is victor chun-Rodriguez he has black hair with blonde tips as well his hair is always giving messy he has olive skin my dad is super muscular he sometimes put me on his back while he works out

But anyways we arrive at school and I get out greeted by my usual slap or being name called

Some things they say include but are not limited to ,a slur,slut, whore, bitch,power hungry bitch, immigrant,hoe,cock sucker,gold digger

Which none of those things are true like I have never had a boyfriend never had sex and I don't use people for their money I have my parents for that and I was born in America

Anyways I make it to my first class wich is Spanish I don't even know why I take this class I speak fluent Spanish and Korean don't ask about the Korean let's just say you never know when you need it

I sit down aty usual seat wich is the most desired seat the '' window seat'' I know you can hear the angels my Spanish teacher and my cheer coach are the only ones who like me at this school not even the guidance counselor likes me like WHAT!! I've hit a new low for the guidance counselor not to like me

My Spanish teacher comes up and says Buenos dias(good morning) I say Buenos días, ¿cómo ha ido su día hasta ahora? ( Good morning how has your day been going so far) my Spanish teacher says Bueno(good)

She walks away and starts going to the front of the classroom and then she begins the lesson but halfway through the most desired boy in the school the alpha shows up. Which I think is funny considering he never shows up to class and when he does all he gets is a girl sitting on his lap ready for when luch happens they can sneak off to his car like *gag*🤮🤢

The whole lesson I can feel eyes on me and I think that's strange but after the lesson is over I go to the bathroom but I stop when I smell Tiffany's group they are the literal barbie squad like the plastics rich mean girls

I hear their footsteps approaching so I go to get in a stall but before I can the devil herself Tiffany screams my last name .

You know the alphas lap buddy yea her the biggest slut of them all she has hated me ever since I took her spot on the cheer team I didn't replace her but she was the point group but the coach moved her to the very back where I was because she kept falling but my group was consistent so we got point spot

All I heard was her screaming at me'' DONT THINK I DIDN'T NOTICE YOU LITTLE SLUT HE WAS STARRING AT YOU THE WHOLE CLASS PERIOD DID YOU TO FUCK OR SOMETHING BUT LET ME TELL YOU ONE THING HE IS MINEEEEEEE NOT YOURS NOT ANYONE ELSE'S MINE GOT THAT YOU FUCKING SLUTTTTT I HATE YOU YOU WANT TO BE ME SOOOO BADLY THAT YOU TRY AND TAKE EVERYTHING THAT I WANT DO EVERYTHING I DO BUT IM TIRED OF IT OH MY GOSHHHHHHH IM TRIED YOU KNOW WHAT WERE GOING TO END THIS RIGHT NOW''

With that she raised her first to ouch me but I caught it before she could hit me she was stunned for a second and then she tried to hit me again so I got so angry that I just about snapped I grabbed her arm bent it in a way that is should not be bent and I shoved her body against the wall so her face was touching it she was screaming and crying and I didn't care I wanted to break it...