rejection

new school

It's Monday the first day we go to school and I have treated myself to starbies
I got a pink drink and a brownie .

I drive back to my pack house to get ready and wake Maria ,Ara, and Tatiana up

I wake them up and then I go to flat iron my hair because this is what it looks like when I don't

And then I realized that I forgot to go buy a new flatiron after the twins broke mine .

Fuck .

I go down stairs to get a really big hair tie I go run the sink and stick my head under and attempt to slick my hair back to be in a slick back .

As soon as I put my hair back the hair tie pops

Fuck fuck fuck fuck

Maria comes downstairs “ what's wrong Hailey ”

My flat iron is broken and when I try to put it in a ponytail it breaks

“why don't you just wear your hair out ”

Because I don't even have any curl cream or gel I forget to buy more after I ran out .

Maria runs upstairs. And after a few minutes comes running back downstairs.

"Here"

Thanks. I go back upstairs to go out my outfit on . And I grab my air pods and phone from the charger they have matching cases

After I get done putting on my fit which is a white artist shirt some dark blue ripped jeans and some yellow  white and black air Jordans

I put the curl cream in my hair but I don't use the gel so my hair is really puffy . Anyways me Maria Ara and Tatiana. All get in my car to drive to school .

Head and her heart by nico started playing and me Maria and Tati started singing
She has her head in her heart and a broken body
Never wrong but she always says sorry
Takes the pain and throws away her pride
For a man with a hole in the middle of his chest
Promising herself that she'll only see the best
So she stays and gives away her life
Paint over the walls now, even though they're only gonna fall down
Every night is just a fight, no end (no end)
But she swears it's gonna work out
Even when the screams are getting so loud
Tryna find the missing light again (and again)
'Cause it's easier to keep holdin' on to something sweet
In her mind the more he lies, she justifies
But why?
She has her head in her heart and a broken body
Never wrong but she always says sorry
Takes the pain, and throws away her pride
For a man with a hole in the middle of his chest
Promising herself that she'll only see the best
So she stays and gives away her life
Cigarettes on the steps
Walking outside just to catch a breath
He's right where she wants him, there in her bed
Searchin' for something that's already dead
Oh, she's losin' herself, slowly she turns into somebody else
Finding the worst through a love made in Hell
Playing the cards she's been dealt
No matter the price she wears it well
She has her head in her heart and a broken body
Never wrong but she always says sorry
Takes the pain and throws away her pride
For a man with a hole in the middle of his chest
Promising herself that she'll only see the best
So she stays and gives away her life
'Cause it's easier to keep holdin' on to something sweet
In her mind, the more he lies, she justifies
But why?
Is this really what she chose?
Wide awake but comatose
In his mind the more she dies, he feels alive
But why?
She has her head in her heart and a broken body
Never wrong but she always says sorry
Takes the pain and throws away her pride
For a man with a hole in the middle of his chest
Promising herself that she'll only see the best
So she stays and gives away her life
Ooh
Head in heart and a broken body (cause it's easier to keep)
Head in her heart and a broken body (holdin' on to something sweet)
Head in her heart and a broken body ('cause it's easier to keep)
Head in her heart and a broken body (holdin' on to something sweet).

Ara says “who hurt you guys ”

Alot of people

We pull in to the school parking lot and see that everyone from our old school is getting out of cars and the ones that are in Badkidd group come straight to me and we all walk in like we own the place and head straight to the office to get our schedules and what not .

As soon as I get my schedule I go to my designated locker  as the rest of the badkidds join me
We all have the same classes curtsy of me being the alpha .

Our schedules go

1 acel algebra

2  adv language arts

3 chorus

4 Spanish / lunch

5civics

6 adv sci

7 physical education

We all head to algebra. The minute we walk in the teacher has this huge smile on his face and it's kinda creepy . He tells us to introduce ourselves and I go first

And since I woke up and chose to be an asshole I'm only speaking Spanish

Soy Hailey Chun-Rodríguez

Maria repeats  in English she said I'm Hailey chun-Rodriguez

“and class do you have any questions "

This boy in the back raises his hand and the teacher rolls his eyes

And says yes alexandro

“one I like your hair and two why are you here”

Thank alexandro and I'm here because someone decided that they can be anything that they wanted and they chose a pyromaniac.

We all sit down after introducing ourselves and listen to the class
and let me tell you that class was so boring