i crumble completely when you cry

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Y/n pov

I wake up with tears running down my face I get up go to the bathroom and grab a razor blade I cut again, ik it's bad and it doesn't fix anything but it helps I swear, I change grab my bag and I'm out the door I'm kinda excited but kinda scared I mean what if he doesn't belive me what if he thinks I'm lying honestly I dont know what i would do without him I've been broken up with him for only 3 days and I'm already struggling i finally get to school and I go to my first period class he's not there yet I take the note and set it on his desk and put my head down I'm so fucking scared bro so scared if he doesn't belive me I don't know what I will do he comes to class and he picks up the note..

Robins pov,

I get to class to see a note on my desk and y/n with her head down her sleeve was poking down and I saw her wrist there where cuts all over them not gonna lie I kinda felt bad, no I shouldn't  she cheated right ?, I sit down and pick up the note it has a picture on it in the picture it was y/n and Bruce kissing and their was a ferris wheel in the backround  and the note says

Dear robin, I know right now you want nothing more then to cut ties with me and be happy with Angela but I want you to know that , the picture you had was the day of the fair and me and you didn't get together for 2 months after the fair and I just really hope this is enough proof because I'm dieing with out you dude, anways if you don't wanna belive me I completely understand and still will always be there for you , but if you do belive me meet me at the park at 3:00 after school so we can talk -love y/n

I sit there thinking is it true ?, I mean it has to be there's a ferris wheel in the back round and where else would there be a ferris wheel , I look at her and she makes eye contact with me and her eyes I can see that she's going thru alot red puffy eyes, tear stains , cuts all over her then that's when I started to feel bad  maybe i shouod have listen to her or at least let her explain but no I went to that stupid bitch named anegla , I look at her and get the courage to speak "y/n I'm so fu-", she cuts me off "I just I don't want to talk about it yet I cant" , I nod my head understanding I just feel like a dick, the rest of the day goes by very slow finally it's 3 I go to the park kinda scared to meet her

Quick y/n pov

I was sitting on the swings scared that he wouldn't belive me scared he wouldn't take me back I stg ill kms no joke bro I can't do this anymore its been so hard lately just everything getting up eating everything is hard i can't feel like that anymore

Back to robins pov

I see y/n crying on the swings that hit me like a bus i felt like a complete total idiot I sit on the swing next by her "hey", I said "hi", she said back sadly "so what did you wanna talk about ", I asked "well okay,  I just want you to belive me and I want you back robin listen it's been so hard without you I have to motivatetion to do anything I haven't ate anything in the past like 3 days and im just so exhausted ", "y/n I belive you, I think we should just give it some time ofc I'm not gonna be with Angela anymore not after that but we should give us time ofc we can still be friends tho and we WILL get back together I just need some time to think okay?", she looks like she's about to break down crying and she dose "okay", she says trying not to act like she's crying I get up and hug her and she hugs back she hugs me like it was are last hug "how about this just give me a week tops and then I promise we will be back together " she agrees and I leave thinking if I made the right decision I did didn't I ?

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