Secrets & Lies

Part 13

I woke up the next morning before sunrise. I felt sick. Although I had eaten well, I felt like I was going to throw up.

Taehyung lay peacefully sleeping beside me. I got up and wrapped my naked body in a sheet and went to the terrace.

When I opened the door, I took a deep breath of fresh air.

I had been feeling sick a lot lately. I wonder if it was because of the stress.

I stepped outside barefoot, closed my eyes and took another deep breath as hands hugged me from behind.

"Up so early?" Taehyung sleepy voice made a smile flit across my face. He rested his chin on my shoulder and I leaned my cheek against his.

"I don't know what's wrong. I don't feel very well."

"You just need rest and fresh air!"

"Maybe!"

He took my hand and led me to the big recliner and pulled me to him. We both lay down and he hugged me.

"Let's go see a doctor after breakfast." he whispered and I nodded.

A few minutes passed and I noticed that he started to shiver slightly.

"Are you cold?"

"Not really!" and he slid closer to me.

I grinned and turned to face him. Covered his body with the sheet .

"I know a way to get you warm!" I whispered, crawling over him.

"Hmmm! I like that method exceptionally well!" he whispered back and leaned forward into a kiss with me.

But suddenly that feeling came over me again. I got up and ran to the bathroom and finally threw up.

"Joy!" Taehyung came after me. "Sweetheart let's go see a doctor!"

The first thought that crossed my mind was whether it was possible that I was pregnant.

"Fuck!" I whispered softly, stroking my forehead with the back of my hand.

"Joy! Open the door!" Taehyung sounded worried.

"Please don't! Please don't!" I whispered over and over while refreshing my face.

I opened the door to the bathroom and Tae pulled me to him in concern.

"Let's go see a doctor right now!" he said.

"It's okay!" I replied. The thought of being pregnant scared me.

"You're right. The stress ... I just need some rest. No doctor."

"Joy!" he was still looking at me with concern.

"Please! No doctor!"

"Okay." he walked me over to the bed and I sat down.

"How about this...I'll jump into shower real quick , get you some medicine and tea.... !"

I tried to smile and nodded.

"Okay!" he kissed my forehead.

While he was showering, I calculated when I last had my period and the same result came out again and again.

"Please please don't let it be true!" I whispered.

I was so lost in thought. Thinking about what I should do. Should I tell Tae? Or better not. Was it his or Jimin's? Before I could tell anyone, I had to be sure myself. So I threw the idea of being pregnant overboard and told myself it was really just from the stress lately.