Fuck You And Fuck Me

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Warning: (possible) suicidal themes

Vomit fills up my mouth when I wake up
It throws me off every morning
Do you think it's better this way, being lonely?
I don't need to know why I am like this.

All I know should be broken down
I can't take it anymore, please break me
It burns me from the inside daily
I am so tired of throwing up when I think of you

I will give up on all I know
For a goodbye kiss and a smile
Kick me in the stomach and leave me to die
All I know is that I need to hate you to move on

Knives and a bunch of pills in my stomach
Did we have to get here?
When did we even get here?
My mind is blurry and I can't believe my eyes

Fog surrounds my brain
Can you enter my mind now?
Kick me and stab me, leave me to die
My stomach is sick when I think of you now

Was it ever worth living?
Did you believe in an ending to this story?
Do I need to explain to you how much I love you?
I would be throwing up if I were to speak.

My stomach aches and so does my heart
Maybe this is the departure mark
I can't stand you every day
But my mind makes me love you every day

Fuck you and please fuck me whenever
I will move on but I wonder if you will too
My eyes are tired and I am sick of your voice
Put some tape on your mouth and leave now

Soft spot for you and your words
I do not think you deserved a spot in my heart
You have only yourself at the end of the day
Yours truly, F. I.

-written by F-ie

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