Used But Loved

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Warning: NSFW/sexual content/hinting

Midnight strikes the clock
My face gets red and hot
Do you think this is it?
Why would I ever let you go?

It is 3 AM now babe
My phone rings and I wake up
What are you doing up so late?
Do you need me only at night?

Shoes on, coat in my car
I wish I never had to do this
You're like a drug to me
I'd pay to even be near you baby

A confession to you and I
You wish for me to be near, don't you?
Don't care if I am drunk or sober
Kiss me whenever and lead me on

Take my card, buy yourself something
As long as I can see you with it
Your house smells so sweet yet so sour
Come and greet me at the door baby

A kiss is not going to hurt you
You told me this will end soon
How many times will you lie to me?
Admit you just want me close to you

A bruise and a small cut
I promise you that I am awake
It's 5 AM now, aren't you tired?
You ask me questions I don't care about

Have I gone insane thinking about you?
Why does it matter that I like you?
You're already sure it's over between us
Run away and ignore me forever

Boring night and boring day
Acting like you don't care about it all
Drink a beer and sit down
You're my last perfect call

Say you don't care what I do
He makes you feel better too
Hang up on me and leave me
Wait for a reply from me

Missing my love and touch
Waiting for a single call from me
Think about it whenever you're kissing someone else
I am (not) over you, dear love.

Not ready for commitment or a relationship
Keep up the lie at day
Open your heart at night
Let me know if you need me in your sheets then.

-written by B

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