pining is never a healthy way to deal w losing someone you love
growth is a much healthier alternative
ive done wrong
ive recognized apologized theorized and pleaded
ive stripped myself bare for you to see every ugly facet of my facade
and was rejected still
im a broken record when it comes to you and apologies
i could only say im sorry in so many beautiful ways until you hit this point
so i will not pine
i will not grovel
i will not lower myself to your feet
rather
i will do the only thing you asked of me
i will live
and i will become happy in this lonely life ive built by choice
i will control myself and i grow
and that in turn is all i can do
i cannot make you self mutilate your heart any longer
i cannot break whats already been broken
youve grown youve matured
and the only way i can see being able to be in your arms again is if im on the same level as you
in order to reach you
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RandomLife is full of hardship, whether it be of your own making or it happening to you, we all go through it. I guess this is just me, going through it. Hope this helps at least one person.
