𝙥𝙨𝙮𝙘𝙝𝙤 𝙠𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙧

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⚠️Smut warning! I suck at writing smut, read at your own risk, for cringe<3⚠️ You can skip the smut scene. Also, not very detailed and rushed. Mostly because I rushed this lol. If it wasn't rushed, probably would've been better ngl. 

I close my eyes and think of my most positive memory. Somehow that calms me down. I don't know why but it does. It gives me a sense of hope too.

I'll get out of here, I just know I will. If I keep being optimistic, maybe. Since I successfully blocked my thoughts from him, I'll be fine. For now. I sighed, thinking of every horrible thing i endured here.

Seeing those dead subjects really remained in my memories, How could it not? I somehow fall asleep, this time, with dreams so real, they could've been memories. which they were.

I open my eyes, Instead of being in my bed, I'm sitting at a table in some room. I know I'm still in the lab. Brenner across from me, smile on his face. "Hello, 010, He grins. "Ready for some lessons?"

Knowing I was dreaming, I grew bolder, simply chuckling, before replying, "You're dead. You can't hurt me anymore." He looks puzzled before I shove him on the floor, hitting the wall first. His forehead bleeding.

Brenner groans. "Good, there is some darkness in you. Good job, Y/N." I blink few too many times, before realizing Peter tested me. I shook my head."No! I... I'm not evil, like you." I needed to wake up, even though this whole thing was a nightmare.

Brenner forms back into Vecna, who comes closer. Not 001, Vecna. He smirks. "You sure? You were prepared to kill him, 010. So good. You know, one step closer..." "He caused so much pain, I hissed, stepping back. "I'm being good, not evil."

His laughter booms. I fell sleep on purpose, he did this. "Papa was a ordinary, mediocre man, Vecna says. "he is no monster. " "You're wrong, I snapped. "He hurts children. Well, he's dead now. Still. Nothing he did is justified. Look what he did to you."

I believe if 001 never grew up in this hell, He wouldn't be so evil, But then again, I'm good, and I grew up here. Small piece of me is really thinking I'm evil. When I know, I did the right thing. None of this was real.

I suddenly woke up, sighing of relief, though still in this hellhole. But deep down, there were desires hidden. I feel so... horrible for feeling this way, feeling attracted to him. But I did. Still, I despise him at the same time.

Maybe if I give in, he'll free me. Feeling wetness between my legs, I sighed, thinking of him. This is so wrong. He kidnapped me for god's sake. Still, maybe he would free me if i give in. Possibly. Suddenly, he appears.

"Stop doing that! I sighed. 001 smirks. "Doing what?" "Randomly Appearing, I replied. Peter whispers, "You think I don't know?" "Know what? I whisper back, playing clueless. When I really knew what he meant.

He pressed his lips on mine, I kiss back, giving in. We continue kissing, well, making out for some time, before he whispers in my ear, "You want this, Y/N?" I nodded, weird I went from despising him to this.

Well, my only escape plan out of here.

I unclip my bra, my shirt already off. I admired him while he took his off. I might regret fucking him, either way, My plan was working. I laid down, sighing before closing my eyes. I moaned when I feel him enter in me, Some pain, of course. 

Peter smirks, being on top of me, thrusting while I continued moaning. "You're doing so well, He praises, while I arch my back in pleasure. "Harder! I moaned, He nods, going rougher and harder. I liked this. He was believing me.

Even if I had to be fucked by him for it. He continued thrusting, while I moaned. Nobody would see us, or catch us. Hopefully, I'm only moaning in this dumb world.

My eyes rolled to the back of my head in pleasure, My natural reaction. It isn't like this doesn't feel good but he's evil and I'm not evil. Peter smirks. "Am I the only one who could make you feel this good, Y/n?"

"Yes! I moan. "Then cum, He says. I quickly orgasm, which feels so good, I see him orgasm. But he isn't done. He pulls out, but then places fingers in, rubbing my clit. I bit my lip, holding back some moans but fail. I moan. "Oh my god!"

"You like this? Peter/Henry asks. I nodded. He pulls his finger out. I couldn't help but yearn for more. I hated the fact he could make me feel this way, sexually at least. I don't have feelings for him. He kidnapped me for god's sake. Maybe if I become desperate I will. But I'm not currently. 

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I was relieved when he left. I needed some peace especially since what happened. I'm positive he'll never let me forget that. Mostly because I know he is. Well, kind of. Not entirely. there still is so much he is hiding from me. Which I shouldn't even be concerned about, But I am.

I laid there in my bed. Still thinking of escaping. He could've chosen somewhere better instead of the lab, i would've been less miserble here. But still miserble since Vecna is here. Watching me in the background, knowing my every move, my every thought. 

I keep my mind blank most of the time around here. So I do so now. I know he is entering my mind. I can feel it. Plus, My head is aching and only does so when he is in my mind. But really, I'm in my own mind currently. 

Only difference is, I can't escape this time. He controls everything. He loves having control over me and everything. One reason why he despised being in the lab. He had no power or control there. 

Neither do I.