The Object Of All My Desires ⚣

Some relationships are worth the effort it takes to sustain them.

Pete's Life advice No 6. 

Some relationships in this life are worth the effort it takes to sustain them. 

These types of relationships are more platonic than romantic and it's easy for these types of relationships to fizzle out simply because of a fight, schedules or egos but if you can maintain them as time pass you will realize that they are absolutely worth it!

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Now this was a scene to see. 

Arm with his arms up and a brown headed guy with measuring tape and asking Porsche to write down the measurements; Pol checking himself out in the mirror while wearing some weird ass clothes. 

I had just entered my room back after my conversation with Vegas; about to blow the news to Arm and Pol on who my mystery one night stand was, and my room had turn into a boutique. 

I had left the room for 20 minutes; and this happened. 

''What the hell is happening?'' I asked absolutely confused. 

''Pete! Hey man what do you think?" Pol asked as he moved around in his weird clothes. "Do I look like a supermodel?"

Everyone turned their attention towards me. 

"Oh my God! You! I need your measurements!'' The brown haired guy announced and without warning abandoned Arm and started measuring me.

"Porsche?" I look at him questionably, as I am being measured. 

"Khun! I need to talk to Pete, can you measure him later?" 

The brown haired guy looks at me scanning me up and down and comments, "He's Pete? You're kind of cute." 

"Excuse me?" 

"Come on Pete! Let's go for smoke." Porsche grabs me by my shoulder and pushes me to leave the room and head towards the lake. 

"What is going on?" I whisper to Porsche. 

Porsche briefs me that the brown haired guy. He was apparently Kinn's older brother, Tankhun. Tankhun immediately upon entering the room declared that Arm and Pol had brilliant body proportions and that he would make them clothes if they let me measure them.  They initially said no but upon conversation Pol found out that Tankhun and he were fans of the same Kdrama that Pol was insane about these days and had signed merchandise from the actors and would be willing to share if Pol let him measure them; Pol immediately agreed  and Arm followed. 

"Damn all that in less than a half hour?" Pete whistled.  

As for Porsche himself, he came over to talk to me. 

''You are good Pete. I under estimated you. You think you can hide behind that mask of yours but now I am convinced that you are just a fraud.'' 

Vegas words echoed my mind. 

He was right. 

I was a fraud. 

And I had to be to survive. 

I wore my smile as a mask to make people like me, and I would never date anyone who I liked more than they liked me. That way it was easier to keep them at a distance and not have to show them who I actually was underneath. 

That's why it was so easy to break up with my last serious girlfriend; and keep dating casually after her. 

If I didn't love anyone genuinely I would never rely on them and if I kept them at a distance then I would never have to open up about myself.