The Object Of All My Desires ⚣

Are there certain things that I must ignore?

Vegas's question of the day:

Are there certain things that I must ignore in this relationship? 

I love Pete and there is absolutely nothing that can make me question that but there are certain moments in our relationship where I feel as if I am blindsided. 

It happens randomly, Arm, Pol and Pete could be talking about their school days and they would mention some fact about Pete that I had no idea about or worse when Porsche would tell me a story about Pete and it made me realize how many sides of Pete I did not know of. 

It hurt more because it felt as if Pete knew everything about me. He had seen me at my worst, he knew I had scars even if I wasn't completely open about their details. Pete had helped me overcome my trauma to be topped, Pete was there as I rebuilt my relationship with Pa, Pete and I dealt with the reactions when we told both our friend groups about the two of us dating. 

The entire year we had spent had been perfect and maybe perhaps that's why I was more than willing to ignore those little things that bothered me. 

But I genuinely fear that one day all those things that Pete refuses to talk about will come back to haunt us. 

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Last month of University: 

It was the farewell week for our batch and exactly two weeks before our finals unlike every other year student, our batch students were either aggressively interviewing for different corporate jobs or partying with their peers before they headed off to the next stage of our lives. 

Despite having the choice to do whatever I could with my life I had decided to join my Pa back in the business. There were a lot of reasons for my decision; I wanted to make sure Macau could have whatever future he decided he wanted, and Pa had someone to rely on. 

My parents had made this business together, and I had spent a great chunk of my youth building it into what it is today. This whole time I had spent working on this business was because it had remnants of my mother and I wanted to keep that alive. I wanted her work to be timeless. Perhaps that was the only true reason I could never stay away from this business.

While Pete was extremely supportive of this decision I could tell he was worried. He wouldn't tell me why he was worried, but I imagined it had to be about me possibly getting hurt by Pa and that was a similar fear I had as well. However, I was willing to take the risk because this would allow me to make plans for my future with Pete. 

Since I was graduating and I wouldn't be able to live with Pete on campus I had decided to find an apartment off campus for us. It took a bit of searching but I found a small flat that was close to both the University and my office. It took one look and I fell in love with it, and I knew Pete would absolutely love it as well. 

I was going to show the place to Pete before I officially signed off on it. I couldn't even contain my excitement as I waited for Pete to be free from his last class. 

"Hey! What are you doing here?" Pete asked in surprise. 

"I have to take you somewhere," I explained masking my excitement. 

"A surprise date?" Pete asked slyly. 

Of course, 'every little thing we did was a date' still had not changed. 

"Yes." I replied. 

"Awesome, let's go!" Pete exclaimed. 

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