Could you be the one?

Chapter 4

(Nats pov)
I walk into the house with Sammy
"Where's Nate?" I asked him
" he's in the basement recording" he said
"Well I'm gonna go up to my room see you later Sam"
"Alright well I'll be in the basement recording with Nate" he said
I ran up the stairs put my stuff down on the floor and I jumped onto my bed I put both of my headphones blasting to 5sos I felt a hand on my shoulder I took my headphones off
"Hey Nat" said Nate
"Hey" I frowned
"Look Nat can I ask you something" he asked
"Yeah what's up"
"So I got asked to tour this summer and I want to know if you are down to go because I really don't want to leave you alone here and it's all up to you" he said
"Nate oh my god of course this is your dream and I don't want to be a bad little sister and say no lets go"
He smiled and hugged me
"Nate aren't you mad that I got in trouble" I asked
"Honestly no it was over a stupid reason Mr. Gomez can be a douche" he said
I laughed
"Well I'm gonna back to the basement to record do your homework" he said
"On it"
He was walking out the door
"Nate wait"
"What" he said
"Can I spend the night at Hannah's on Friday?"
"Yea sure" he said
He walked out of my room

I took my homework out and started to work on it
I hear my phone ring
"Hello"
"Hey Nat" said Hannah
"So have you asked Nate about spending the night" she asked
"Yea he said yes Oh my god I'm so excited."
"Me too!" She yelled
"Hey Han"
"What's up" she said
"Umm so I'm gonna be gone all summer I'm going on tour with Nate."
"What I hate you why are you leaving me" she whined
"Han this Nate's dream I would never want to ruin it for him"
"I understand she says your a really good sister I'm really gonna miss you" she said
"Me too well see you tomorrow at school".
We both hung up
I was so tired so I ended up falling asleep

*dream*
"Nat" I heard a voice
I open my eyes
"Mom!"
"Hey Nat how's my baby girl" I hear another voice
"Dad"
They were looking at me and smiling
I got up and hugged them both and they both hugged me back
"I love you guys" I cried
"Baby girl don't cry" as my mom rubbed my back
*dream ends*

I got up from my bed heavy breathing I started to cry I miss my parents so much I just can't do this anymore I'm living in hell with out them
I got up and opened my drawer grabbed my blade started to cut as I watched myself bleed.

Notes
I will try to update ASAP