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I woke up to the members asleep , I sat up and looked beside me , hyunjin was fast asleep on my right and I.n on my left , I stood up and looked for clothes , there was 2 bags with mine and hyunjin's name on it so I took mine and went to the bathroom to shower

I took the clothes from the bag and looked inside since there were more stuff in , medicine. I felt my temperature I did feel a bit hot then normal so I read the medicine bottle and drank some , first who bought this it tastes like actual shit , second ya never mind it just tastes like shit

I closed the bottle and fixed my hair , I walked out to see chan on his phone "morning chan hyung" I say and he puts his head up "morning felix" (that line reminds me from somewhere) , few hours later the others woke up and got ready

"everyone ready?" Chan said and we nodded "ok then! let's go"






















































"no you are not Felix" jisung said and Felix whined , "whyyy , I wanna gooo" he says coughing , they arrived at the dorm and the others found out about Felix's sickness

"I wanna go to the park , I always go there" felix says pouting while hyunjin sighs "felix you'll get even more sick" felix buried his face into his pillow whining and coughing

"we'll take you to the park when your better ok?" Chan says giving up "YES! , you better not forget or I will smack the shit out of you" felix says his voice deeper then usual making the others shiver

"o-ok then , we'll be right back since I'll be buying your medicine" chan says "wait do you all have to go" felix says and the others look at each other "who do you wanna stay with then" they asked and Felix pointed at hyunjin,han and Minho "ok then , you guys stay here and we'll be right back" the 3 boys nodded and the others left

the 3 boys went to the living room while Felix with left all alone in the room , he took his phone and checked social media. after scrolling he got a call from his mom , they weren't in good terms ever since he moved to Korea so he had a bad feeling , he hesitated but accepted the call

"h-hello?" he says scared what she is going to say

"Felix." the woman says in her strict tone

"y-yes mom?"

"why didn't you say you were going to be an idol"

Felix gulped , the only people who knew were his siblings and dad

"I-I'm sorry."

"SORRY? , LEE FELIX YONGBOK YOU CHOSE TO BE A IDOL THEN A CEO AT OUR COMPANY?! WHAT ARE YOU EVEN DOING THERE YOU DONT HAVE ANY TALENT YOUR JUST GOING TO BE A BURDEN TO YOUR MEMBERS..MIGHT AS WELL LEAVE THE GROUP" she yelled

Felix was shocked , stunned and whatever is great for this

he felt himself tear up but he tried to hold it

"let me guess , your crying piece of shit. stop crying like a child felix." she says but lix can't hold it in anymore

"w-why..why can't you just be proud of me for once, all you do is complain that I'm not good enough or why did you give birth to a boy like me. mom im not my sisters , I can't be like them and will never be, I'll never be your perfect little boy that you always wanted" he said raising his tone a bit but remembered he couldn't (he is sick ofc 🙄)

his mom didn't say anything but hang up on him , felix found himself sobbing over something stupid.

why am I even crying

this isn't the first time she said that

but it hurts so bad.

heart stop crying your just making things worse

stfu brain Let me have my moment

fine fine but don't take to long or i will end you ok?

so rude for what , who hurt you

maybe it's because of someone who can't keep there emotions in-

while the heart and the brain were arguing over something let's go to the 3 men in the living room

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finally updated this story 😚🫶

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