"what the fuck are you doing" I say as Avery turns around with 2 dogs in his hands "c'mon I wanna keep them" "put them down." Avery rolled his eyes and puts the dogs on the floor
"Should have let me keep them smth" he said annoyed "I'll make it up to you, how abt you come to our dorm for today?" his eyes widen
"actually?? don't you think I'll not be allowed?" I shook my heads and dragged him back to my dorm
"damn felix. it's quiet" he says "that's surprising, it's usually pretty noisy" I say removing my shoes
I walk to the living room and see the others eyes glued to their phones "nvm their in their own words rn" I saw and he mouths a "ohh", "hold on, you stay in my room while I bring them back to earth" he chuckles and walks away
I slowly walk towards them and collapse on the floor, they turn to me and their eyes widen "FELIX" they yell and run towards me.
"FELIX WAKE UP" han yells and I open my eyes "I knew you were faking, I could see your eyes open a bit" chan says and I roll my eyes
"anyways my friend is here I don't wanna keep him waiting. so bye!!" I says and run to my room, I open and door and scream "WHAT THE FUCK" Avery turns around and his eyes are puffy and red
"AVERY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON" I yell again and he looks down not saying anything.
"I-I'm sorry." he says with tears doing down his face, i intently felt bad for yelling so I hugged him "why were you cutting your arm avery?" I say softly "I don't wanna talk about it.." he simply says and I nod
"felix what happened? AHHH" I hear hyunjin yell looking at the knife and blood in the floor "what the fuck happened?!" He says
"I'll clean it up dont worry" Avery says "no no don't you rest while I clean up" he nods in defeat knowing I will beg him to rest if he disagrees
I help him bandage his arms and I start cleaning up, hyunjin helps me ofc. "now tell us what happened" I say and hyunjin sits next to me "ok.." avery says
"so you Felix may know I'm gay and taken right? so a few days ago back in Australia we had a huge argument. After I told him I needed and break from the relationship for a while and he respected my decision, now I moved here and he still doesn't know. I'm not planning to tell him yet but I will soon if our relationship goes up hill" he says and we listen carefully
"so if our relationship goes ok I might tell him that I moved but i'm thinking we'll have another argument and we might break up so I have no idea what to do but move back to Australia if we apologize to each other" the last sentence broke my heart. I never saw him for the past 5 years and soon he might leave again.
"o-oh ok.." I say with tears in my eyes, hyunjin only noticed and patted my back a bit. "I'm sorry Felix I have to go now, my parents says I have to take care of my cousins" I nod and he leaves
he left leaving hyunjin and I alone, the tears ran down my face and hyunjin hugged me "why are you crying lix?" he whispers rubbing my head, I hug him back tightly and let the tears go down
"Avery might *sob* leave me again. I saw *sob* him for the first time in *sob* 5 years and he might *sob* leave again.." I say between sobs and he hugs me tighter
"shh it's ok.." he whispers again and I bury my head into the crook of his head.
soon I calm down and fall asleep on hyunjin's arms
hyunjin pov :
Felix ends up falling asleep and I slowly pick him up and carry him to the bed, I place him on the soft cushions. I lay beside him and kiss his forehead softly
I remove the hair from his face and smile, then I see those star like freckles on his face. why did I never notice before?
then I wipe the remaining tears off his eyes and close my eyes. then I flew off to dreamland
YOU ARE READING
idols can't fall in love.
Romanceeveryone knows kpop idols can't fall inlove with each other...well felix had other plans , he liked someone from his group, hyunjin knew no one can't fall inlove or they will be kicked..well atleast he tried.
