Broken Pieces

CHAPTER 48

This is not happening

I was supposed to hate him and here I'm sitting on the couch waiting for this dumbass to wake up.

I called Paris so she can let Enver know, he's been shot and carry his ass away.

They're on the way

The doctor pulled the bullet out of his shoulder and said there was nothing to worry.

He shifts a little and opens his eyes

I get up from the couch and walk to the edge of my bed

"Nxy,"

He needs to stop staying my name

"Enver's on his way," I say to him and hand him a glass of water with some medicines

"I'm sorry," he holds my hand when I was taking the glass away from him

"Just stop ok. I won't ever forgive you. It's useless" I pull my hand away from him

How can I forgive someone who wanted to kill me? 

 I'm being a little hypocrite here but I don't why it hurts.

 But he gave upon us and I'm not letting it go

"Please. I just need one chance. I regret it. Please just-"

"No"

"I love you Nxy and always will. I don't care if you love me or not but I do. Just please don't hate me. Kill me instead but please don't," he Beggs

I begged too but did he

"I made a mistake and it's eating me alive. I will never forgive myself-"

"Good because I'll never too"

"I love you"

"I hate you and stop talking for God's sake," I scream at him

Where the fuck is Enver

He became silent

Now his silence is killing me

Lord why I'm like this

His eyes shift to the side table and he picks up my pills," you started again," he asks

"Yeah, thanks to you one more memory added to my nightmare list," I say in a sarcastic way

He looks guilty," I'm sorry,"

"Stop with this apologizing"

And he goes silent again

He keeps his eyes on the floor as I keep staring at his blank face

Nobody knows what goes into his mind

I drift in my thoughts of what's going to happen now

He knows I'm Alive and now what

We live like we never knew, like strangers

"You ruined me, Damien," I say not meeting his eyes

He doesn't say anything

But what he could

"You ruined me, broke me into million pieces, wrecked me so hard that I'm damaged now," I continue

"I-I-"

The room's door opens and Enver barges in

He looks at me with guilty eyes and walks to Damien.

He helps him get on his feet

They both walk out of the door but Damien stops in front of me

" Tesoro, we both are broken in pieces. And I don't care if you love me or hate me but I'll win you again. I promise it. I won't give up on us now," and he walks out of the room.