Y/n Lokidottir - Loki's daughter

Chapter 13.

*Few weeks later*

Steve is still ignoring me. After our fight I didn't see him for a quite time. A think he had to recover, but because of fact, that he is super soldier it took him maximum two days to get fully fit. I think he'đ avoiding me.... but I don't care. Same as he doesn't care about me.

Nat asked me few times if I want to go on a mission together with them... but I didn't went yet. My head is full of other things... but Nat said, that I can join them anytime on any mission if I will want. So yeah, I think I'll soon go on a mission. Maybe I'll also get some cool suit from Tony?

I keep thinking about dad and his letter. I'm really curious.... what is his big plan? How he want to escape from Odin's prison? And also, if he will escape from there... Heimdall will always find him. There will be no place where he would be safe. But I shouldn't underestimate him. He is God of Mischief. He will figure something out. I believe him. 

It all also got me thinking about Uncle Thor. Why he didn't help dad yet? Why at least he didn't come to visit me? What Odin did to him? Dad didn't mention him in his letter... I hope he is alright. 

I'm also curious about the necklace... what else it can do? I know dad said, that we can feel if something bad happened... but he didn't write it's the only thing that it can do. I belive there is something more behind it. I just have to figure out what. 

Nobody knows about the letter... I keep it hidden under my mattress, so nobody can find it. I know every word from it by heart. I was thinking about writting a letter back.... but I'm afraid dad wouldn't recieve it. and if Odin would find out dad send me letter, he would be so angry... and I don' want anything to happen to dad. 

*Few weeks before, after coming back from hill*

"Hey little, you are back?" asked Nat when I came back

"Hi Nat..." I said trying not to sob

"Wha- Is everything okay?" she asked worried

"Yeah, I'm fin-e" my voice cracked and I started crying again. Nat came to me and hugged me so    tight. 

"He... he didn't... come..." I said while crying and hugging her back.

"I know little.... I know you miss him..." she said while she was stroking my back

"I... I just really miss him..."

"I know... but he said he will come one day right?" I nodded my head "He will come. But we don't know when. But he will. You know that right?"

"Yeah... but I don' know how long I can wait without breaking down...." I said, calmed a bit

"I'm always here. And so is Wanda. And Clint. Tony. Vision. We are all here for you. Whenever you will need us. Even if it will be at the middle of the night, know, that u can come to any of us. You are part of this family too."

"Thank you Nat" I said, trying not to start crying again "I think I will go to bed now... if u don't           mind"

"Of course little. Good night"

"Good night"

*Back to present day*

I'm still thinking about what Nat told me. I'm part of their family... no matter what Steve thinks. Honestly, fuck him. I don' need him. I don't care about him. I have Nat, Wanda, Tony, Clint and Vision. And most important, I have dad. even though he is not here, with the necklace his always with me in some kind of way. And that's what's giving me hope. I have people I can rely on. Who help me to get through another day even though I think I can't anymore. 

Suddenly someone knocked on my door

"Sweetie? May I come in?"

"Sure Wanda!" She opens the door and asked

"We are going on mission. No Steve included. Wanna come?"

I looked at her. 

"Yeah" I said took my dagger and went after her. 

*sorry for not posting for.... a while 😅 I guess I just didn't have time for wattpad, and I just needed to deal with a lot of stuff... but I'm back. This is shorter chapter then others, but I promise chapter 14. is coming soon, and it will be longer, with a little suprise 😌 

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