A unknown feeling【西城/XiCheng】

A crush?

                                        No pov at the moment(kinda more of jiang cheng pov but yea)

Jiang Cheng felt bad for Lan Xichen I mean yes he had stuff happen to him too but losing your best friend, Jiang would never want to experience that again. Although Jiang Cheng wanted to help Lan Xichen he just was to embarrassed I mean he's known to be rough not soft and lovely I mean he was like that once... when Jiang Yanli was alive although he's gotten over her death and his parents I mean it was years ago. After a few minutes of thinking if he should help or not but ended up just going back to Lotus Peir it was his home after all, when Jiang Cheng got on the boat he felt himself shiver the air was cold freezing if I must say he wanted to just snuggle up into Lan Xichen arms but the realised what he was thinking so he had to stop himself. Was he falling for him?

                                                            Lan Xichen pov(kinda)

Lan Xichen was falling apart, he loved Jin Guangyao（金光瑶）yet he was dead and he wasn't coming back. Lan Xichen just wanted die he could never imagine his best friend died, he dint think it was true but it was he missed his uncle, parents and of course Lan Wangji his perfect brother. But Lan Xichen couldn't stop thinking about someone and this person wasn't Jin Guangyao but the leader of the Jiang clan. When ever he saw Jiang Cheng he wanted to hold him a deep hug he never knew why he just looked soft with his fare skin and silky hair. Lan Xichen soon just cuddled into his bed and hugged his pillow in despair, he wanted to smile but he couldn't and no one would smile at him they're just frown in sadness feeling bad I mean who wouldn't feel bad for him he was broken just like someone else who needed to be fixed with a missing piece. Lan Xichen started to cry his soft tears were like little cotton balls falling down his face, he needed someone near him but their was no one but someone on his wall a painting, of Jiang Cheng he dint remember why he got it but he found it beautiful more beautiful than a warm flower of sunshine. Lan Xichen left his seclusion and ended it, he wanted to get out he dint want to be like the old fairy tales of Rapunzel stuck in a tower. He got out and saw the wedded couple, Lan Wangji a beautiful fairy of jade, and a drunked a perfect couple, they were shocked to see him out but Wei Wuxian was happy to see him out and so the married couple went to say a hello, "Hey Lan Xichen!" Wei Wuxian said in a delightful voice

"Oh hello Wei Wuxian and Wangji, how are you?" 

"Mn" Lan Wangji replied with a tone of happiness 

"Aiya, speak up Lan Zhan no one can hear you, not even me" Wei Wuxian wanted  Lan Wangji to be more social but knew that it wouldn't happen.

"Sorry" 

"Well I'll leave you too be" Lan Xichen thought they might argue and he hates when people fight, so he left besides he wanted to send the juniors on a night hunt for fun including little mr Jin Ling so he called them along they were all ready hanging out so he dint have to much so Lan Xichen let them go on a night hunt for fun. Once that was out of the way Lan Xichen back to his room to think about how he felt to Jiang Cheng. Lan Xichen opened the door with his soft but strong hands and let himself in to sit down. Lan Xichen sat down, he dint know if he liked Jiang Cheng I mean I guess now that Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian got married gay/lesbian marriages have come more accepted but he knew his uncle would never allow it I mean both of his nephews being gay, I mean maybe he would be a bit crazy but with the Jiang brother he would freak. But Lan Xichen couldn't help it he was falling. Soon Lan Xichen fell asleep and sun went down in agony and the moon came up as clear and beautiful as the lotuses at Lotus Peir. Once Lan Xichen woke his neck was hurting I mean he dint sleep in the best position, Lan Xichen decided to maybe have a talk or a date with Jiang Cheng to see if this was really love. Maybe he had a crush?

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