PART 32 : ITS ME

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Yn cry her heart out after Jungkook left the room.

'Why he do this to me? Is he tired and bored with me? Why Hobi need to be involved?? Am I too annoying to handle'

Suddenly there's sound of someone open the door and walk into the room.

"I said leave me alone!"
Yn takes a pillow and throw it to the door.

She squeeze herself into a roll, then she use the blanket to cover her whole body, from head to feet.
She doesnt want to meet anyone especially Jungkook.

She can heard footsteps coming to her bed.

"Leave me!!!" Again she shouts inside the blankets.

Yn starts to get tired. She muted herself in the blanket but her sobbing sound can be heard clearly in the quiet room.

Slowly a pair of hands try to pull her blanket but she doesnt want to give up.

She hold it tightly using all the energy she had.

"Its me.. Hobi.."

Yn shocked. Her tight grip became loose in a blink of eye.

Hobi pull the blanket slowly.

He can see Yn rolled herself under the blanket and her hair in a mess.

Yn doesnt know how to react.

He lets Hobi pull the blanket away.
Then he help to straigthen her legs and make her lying in bed.

He tidy up her messy hair.

Yn only close her eyes. She doesnt want to face Hobi. She cant.
Hobi now knows everything about her.

"Now, you look better." Hobi break the silence.

Hobi pull the blanket to cover Yn's from her feet untill her waist.

Then he takes Yn right hand and hold it firmly in his two hands.

"Dont you want to see me?" Hobi ask Yn who still close her eyes tightly.

Yn shakes her head.

"But I want you to look at me, "

Yn still shakes her head.

"Okay..Lets do this way.." suddenly Hobi got an idea.

"Open your eyes for a Yes, Close it tight for a No"

Yn stay still.

"I will start now."

Still, Yn close her eyes tightly.

"Do you love me?"

No changes. Eyes was close tight.

Hobi laugh in tiny.

"Next question.." Hobi doesnt give up.

"Do you miss me?"

Same. Yn remain in the same posture and she still close her eyes.

Hobi only smiles watching her reaction.

"Okay, this will be the last question."

Hobi takes Yn hand near to him, give it a light kiss and placed it on his right cheek.
Hobi close his eyes.
He try to gather his strength.

"Will you allow me to hold your hands, walks with you through your journey?" Hobi ask his last question.

Yn start to feel something in her chest.
Its stabbing her from inside.

'Hobi, please dont pity me."

"I'm not doing this because I feel sorry or pity to you. I want to be your hope Yn. A hope for you to be stronger day by day."

Slowly Yn open her eyes and she turns to Hobi who is sit next to her.

Hobi still dont realise Yn's reaction.

'My hope?'

"I dont even know what can I do for you, but what I know is, I just want to be with you . No matter in what condition or situation." Hobi start to cry.

This morning, he really shocked when he got to know about Yn condition. He feels like his losing half of himself.

When Jungkook ask if he can help them, the only answer he have is ' I'm sorry' cause he dont have any idea what should he do to help.

How and where he have to start?

But now, he doesnt care about How or Where. As long as he can be with Yn, he will do anything that he can.

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