🌟Durk pov💌
The door opens and it was my dad I sigh "urm Bae can we talk later please" he nods confused "yea but yo ass bet not sleep on me lil folks" I roll my eyes "I won't toixc ass" he chuckles "ight bye baby I luh you" "love you too" he mugs me" "say I or imma spin block on yo ass" "and you say you ain't toxic bye dayvon I love you too"
he chuckles hanging up I sigh putting putting my phone down "so how you feeling" I nod "a lil better I got some meds in my system right na" he nods "so what happened how it turn to this" he says I sigh "urm out late night wit my boyfriend and some Niggas that are after him got his location and this happened"
"so what you got you a Nigga deep in streets" I roll my eyes ignoring that comment "so why you here" "because end day I'm still your father" I laugh a lil nodding "you know what's more fucked up about that comment" he shrugs "what" "Demario been in this room more times then yo bitch ass even fucking called or texted me for my 20 fucking years of my life he's not even my fucking father yet he been in here every fucking day when momma couldn't to make sure I was ok to make sure I wasn't alone he listened he helped me and where was yo bitch ass"
he sighs "I deserve that ight "I missed yo childhood I get that bu-you missed my fucking life Rodrick there's a difference between childhood and life" "I been tryna fix that wit you but you push me away this the first time we ever had a conversation wit out us screaming at each other" I sigh
"no matter what you do it's still not going to cut in for the fact you left me ok ion wanna go through this" "I didn't leave ok I came back plenty of times so you can't say that bullshit I fucking came back fo yall and yo mother took yall away ight so youn get to fucking say them shit you was young" he says mad as fuck
"not young enough to know you was drunk outta yo mind that night" "look I made mistakes in past a lotta them but I'm tryna make it right ok I'm trying but if you going to do this I can ok" I roll my eyes now getting mad "yea you made four of them mistakes and then try say my momma the one who cause this shit to happen you did shit yo self bitch ass Nigga"
"youn get to disrespect me I'm your father I put in the work but you ain't ever here fo it I have tried every fucking thing to be in your life ok" "WHAT ABOUT TAY YOU CANT FUCKING PICK AND CHOOSE WHAT FUCKING CHILD YOU WANNA BE A FATHER TOO BE FUCKING FORREAL NIGGA" I yell "I've tried and tay want shit to do with me and ion wanna lose you yo"
"well you fucking did the night yo bitch ass had them four bitch duck looking kids" "don't you dare fucking disrespectful my kids this this between me and you not my kids ok" "THERE IS NO ME AND YOU YOU FUCKING LEFT ME OK NOW FUCKING ACCPET THAT THE SAME WAY I HAD TO OK" i yell now crying
"no I know I fucked up but let me be in yo life fo once" "no I've gave you chances and all you fucking do is use me ok I'm done you have two other fucking sons go be they father I'm fucking done wit trying I've put more effort then you ever had you ain't ever put shit in AND YOUR THE FUCKING PARENT" I say crying even more
"YOUN GET TO SAY THAT SHIT CAUSE I FUCKING CALLED EVERY FUCKING DAY DONT TELL ME I AINR EVER BUT IN THE EFFORT I TRIED EVERY FUCKING TIME" "AND EVERY FUCKING TIME YOU THREATEN ME IT THEN YOU FORCED ME I WAS CORNERED AND CONFUSED ALL I WANTED WAS A FATHER AND YOU WAS NEVER FUCKING THERE"
I yell back at him hurt as fuck since I just wanted to let everything out tonight and cut all contact wit him "I gave you the options I ain't ever say ion wanna be your father you pushed me a-I WAS THREE YEARS OLD YOU FUCKING LEFT ME HOW THE FUCK DID I PUSH YOU AWAY YOU LEFT ME"
