Unsynced Season 1 [COMPLETED]

Something is wrong with me

I rolled on my bed, hitting my alarm clock off before it could ring- and sighed. I was waking up earlier than usual, I haven't been late for school even once this year.

I glanced at my side table, the pictures from our day out were still there on my side table, why do I have these again? I thought as I picked the pictures up again.

I stared at the pictures for a while, why is he the first thing on my mind? The day just started for god's sake! Frowning I threw the pictures in the drawer, this wasn't enough. I got out of my bed, fishing for the keys to the drawer from the shelf, and I locked the pictures in.

-x-

"Hey!" Rose greeted me with a beautiful smile, as usual. I wanted to respond cheerfully but I couldn't bring myself to do it. "What's wrong?" She asked as she sat beside me. That's Suho's chair- was the thought in mind as the chair she pulled to sit was Suho's.

"Is everything all right? You have been acting strangely distant these days, what's wrong? Did I do something to offend you?" She looked at me and I felt guilty. "No, why would you think that- I am just kind of busy with all the projects and assignments you know?" I made up an excuse and guilt piled up, I didn't even know why I was guilty- it wasn't like I was cheating on her or anything, we weren't even a thing for god's sake, we just had a mutual liking for each other, but I cannot be sure if it was mutual or not anymore.

I don't even know why suddenly I was questioning my feelings for her.

"Is working with Suho stressing you out? I know you aren't fond of him- You could have just asked Ren to keep him in another group, I am sure Ren would have helped." She commented as we spotted Ren and Suho entering with study aids, they were spending an awfully lot of time together since they started working on the project, in the library, before classes, in between classes, Ren was even heading back home with him nowadays- and I couldn't help but think he was just using his academy schedule as an excuse just to hang with him.

"Come to think of it, Suho and Ren are quite alike, they just click, is that bothering you?" Rose asked looking back at me. "No. Why would that bother me?" I lied. "Then why are you glaring at them?" She raised her eyebrows. "It's fine if you don't want to talk about it, but I hope you haven't forgotten about the Lunch date this Saturday." She said, sighing, I forgot about that.

"Obviously not." I lied. " Then I will wait at 4. I have something important to tell you." She winked at me, and I had to force a smile.

What's wrong with me?

-x-

I was home with Nat working on our project material when my phone buzzed again. "Just respond to whoever is texting you non-stop, it's getting on my nerves. Why have you suddenly unmuted your texting application anyways." Nat frowned, tossing my phone to me. I haven't unmuted any application- I got a lot of dm's and texts of all types, it was annoying and this was why I made sure it was always mute.

I opened my phone and it was a text from an online friend I came to know through this site that lets you chat with strangers anonymously, this site was a real trend back in the days but well not anymore, and I hardly visited, but my situation was a bit difficult right now- and I didn't know whom to talk to, so this seemed like a good place to let out my frustration.

"So you are saying you don't like this girl, you thought you like, anymore?"

"Why though? What made you think that all of a sudden?"

"Is there anyone else you like now?"

"You can tell me if anything is going on."

"Text me whenever you are free."