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chapter 18

73 Anna's Perspective

My name is Anna Carroll.
it is in this world.

My previous life was Anzu.
I can't remember my last name anymore.

I was born in a Japanese sweets shop in a shopping district, but my parents were busy with work and I don't remember going out much.
Still, I never felt lonely.

My parents were always kind to me, and they were always happy to listen to me even when their time was limited.
He hugged me a lot, and I realized that he was important to me.

Above all, the brothers and sisters of the tofu shop next door were always with me.
Since both of my parents are busy, I spend more time with my siblings than I do with my parents.

The tofu shop owner has two children.
My brother Makoto is five years older than me. His younger sister Meg is the same age as me.

Makoto-kun has a bad look in his eyes, a big body, and in general, it can't be said that he's cool.
However, he is kinder than anyone else and is easily liked by animals.
In addition, he is a very steady person, and even helped with housework since elementary school in place of his busy parents.

When his friends were playing games or playing soccer, Makoto was always made to look after us.
There must have been a lot of complaints, but he didn't hit me or Meg-chan, and he always laughed, "Today I'll bake Anzu's favorite hot cake."

When I'm lonely, when I'm holding back my tears, she's always the first to notice me and ask me, "What's wrong, An? ’ he asked me kindly.

It was natural for me to fall in love with Makoto, and since I was in kindergarten, I've been thinking, "In the future, I'm going to be Makoto's wife!" It seems that he was saying.

But Makoto, who is older than me, always laughs at me in trouble. ''Apricot is cute, and from now on there will be many good people.''

I always consult Meg about Makoto-kun.
Meg, who is in the same school and age as me, is a dear friend whom I can talk to about anything.

"Well, you only see me as your little sister."
"Meg, you don't have to say it so clearly... you know that."
“Onii-chan, I don’t think I really like Anzu.
At most, I think I'm happy that you're attached to me as an older brother."

I knew the answer, but when Makoto-kun's sister said it clearly, I got depressed.
I miss you...even though I'm already a high school student.

“I wish I could pay more attention to my classmates.”
"...No one thinks you're cooler than Makoto-kun."
"So"

After all, the wall of a five-year-old is thick.
Even though I finally became a high school student, Makoto has already started working.
Meg says, ''You can't have a girlfriend if you're a big brother,'' but there's no way other people won't like such a wonderful person.

Lately, I've tried many things out of impatience, but all have failed.

When I tried to dress her up like an adult, she said, ''It looks good on you, but I like the usual Anzu.
I was worried that I would catch a cold if I wandered past Makoto-kun in light clothes, but he let me put on the hoodie he was wearing.
When I told my classmate that I confessed to her, she smiled shyly and said, "Because Anzu is cute."

As a result, I ended up being even more excited about Makoto-kun.
My love for Makoto is about to explode.

…But I feel like I'm stuck.
I don't know how to make you understand.

The fact that we've been together since birth means that I know Makoto more than anyone else, but it's also harder for people to notice.

In the meantime, if someone you don't know is introduced to you as a girlfriend...
Just thinking about it is unbelievable damage.