slow dancing in a parking lot
stolen kisses in the dark
your hand on my shoulder
you're so tentative
your scrunched up nose
red and runny
i refuse to be near you
but i could never say no
so, your hand is in mine
holding tight
playing tag in the kitchen
cuddles in our shared bed
your hand on my face
it's so sickening
your love for me
salty tears and toxic air
we're in the bathroom
trying to be alone
your hand on my neck
so, so needy
box fans masking our breath
sticky sweat and heaving lungs
who knew i'd get this far?
your hands on my chest
so innocent
so naive
giggles on the sidewalk
strayed paths and uneven steps
i look inside your head
i know every inch
your hands grab the small of my back
holding me steady
our heads knock together,
lips meet
like a rhythm
or a lullaby
your hands grab my waist
and i swear you've sung me to sleep
you smile
all sharp canines and chubby cheeks
veins pulsing
and the smile is a smirk
your hands rub up and down my thighs
my head is thrown back
laying down
head straining to see
you whisper praises in my ear
and your hands hold my calves
and she is born
my loves
you grab her ankle
drag her across the bed
i was bringing you
your coffee
seems she snuck in
she laughs
sounds just like yours.
YOU ARE READING
ramblings of a blurry-eyed girl
Randomi write, you read. i pretend that i will finally equate to something other than an afterthought. but really, thanks for reading my brain vomit :) please be nice lol
