𝙸𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚂𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎'𝚜.

𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞..

Almost a week passes and Darren still hasn't forgave or even talked to Sebastian..

(Sebastian's Pov)

I was downstairs on my phone, my chest had a deep ache...a heart ache.

My actions came with a consequence, but I wish I never did that to him. Flashbacks of the way I treated him played in the back of my mind..I wish I was more understanding with him and I wish I didn't let that girl mess up my mind as much as she did to even make me act the way I acted towards Darren. I still always try check up on him but he'd only reply with "I'm okay" or "I'm doing good" and then he'd avoid me for the rest of the day. But I couldn't do anything about it, I said I'll leave him alone and not bother him anymore. I should be respectful and let him just do his own thing since I've already hurt him enough.

(Darren's Pov)

I was walking to the kitchen when I was Sebastian, something was off with him though. I was gonna keep walking but there's was something definitely hurting him, they way he looked was just not him at all and I can't bare to see or leave him like that!..

I walked over to Sebastian, "Hey Seb, you alright?" I asked and he nodded. Sebastian looked pale as if he was sick or something and a flash of tears flushed through his eyes. "You are definitely not okay, have you've looked at yourself in the mirror?! Are you sick or something?" I asked feeling his forehead to see if he had a fever but he didn't. I felt worried, why was he lying to me and why won't he tell me the truth? Is it because I've been ignoring him? Is it because he said he wouldn't bother me anymore..?

"Seb talk to me" I say and Sebastian looks at his hands as he fiddled with them, "Darren I told you that I wouldn't say anything-" "Sebastian I don't care what you said! If there is something bothering you, tell me please I mean look at yourself..you look miserable" I say "I'm just worried okay?! You're acting different" I added. "I don't know Darren..I feel bad, I'm horrible for what I did to you and I know you're probably sick of me saying this but I regret everything I've done and I wish I could go back and change everything that has happened. It just hurts okay..? It hurts to know that I hurt the only best friend that has been with me through my darkest times and because of a girl I just treat them like they don't mean anything to me" Sebastian says, his voice breaking every few words.

It was silent for a good minute, "Sebastian.." I mumbled "I'm sorry I shouldn't had said anything-" "No Sebastian listen! You know I'll always love you, you're my best friend and I will always forgive you for stuff. I just needed some time to think about what was all going on and how to interpret all of this. It's been a while, I know, and I realized ignoring you isn't helping either of us in this situation. It's hurting us, both of us Seb but please don't forget that no matter what you'll always be my best friend okay?" I reassured Sebastian. Seb gave a light smile and I smiled back. I loved when he smiled, he usually always does so that's why I hate seeing him look sad and how he looked before I checked up on him. He usually never acts like that so that's how I immediately knew something was wrong but I hope what I said helps him and makes him feel better.

We heard a knock at the door, "I'll get it" I says and I walked over to the door. "Who is it?" I say but there was no answer, I opened the door only to see the person I wished I warned Sebastian of.

I went to shut the door but she stopped it,
"Please just listen.." Sadie says and I rolled my eyes "I wanna apologize to you, Sebastian and Regie-"

"I don't want your apology, Sadie, I know Regie doesn't want your apology and I'm not letting you talk to Sebastian" I say. Sadie's expression changed quickly, "I said let me talk to him!" She yelled and I heard footsteps. "Hey what's happening.." Sebastian stopped noticing Sadie.

(Sebastian's Pov)

"What are you doing here" I asked "I want to apologize to you all but this bitch over here is not letting me!" "First of all, watch your mouth! Don't get mad at him because you're mad you messed everything up. I told you not to come back or even try to contact me so why the fuck are you here?!" I asked a little more mad. "I just wanted to apologize! Jeez why are you guys so difficult?!" Sadie says. "oh we're difficult? How about all the bullshit I had to go through with you?! Sadie I don't have time to argue with you" I said. "Leave" Darren says "who're you talking to?" Sadie asks with a bit of an attitude "The bitch right in front of my face~" Darren says and Sadie smirked, harshly slapping Darren.

I quickly moved Darren out the door and pushed Sadie back, "I know..I know damn well you didn't just hit him" I say trying to keep calm. "What you gonna do about it? Hm? You gonna hit me~" she asked and my hands formed into fists. "Sebastian don't...She's not worth it" Darren says trying to pull me back "Darren she just fucking put her hands on you!" "Sebastian please" Darren says and I rolled my eyes. "Get off my porch and NEVER come even near this house" I say and Sadie left.

I walked inside, mad as hell. "Darren you're bleeding" I say "one of her nails cut me..I'll be fine" Darren says but I went to get the medkit. I cleaned Darren's cut and gave him a bandaid to put on it, "Thanks Sebastian.." Darren says "don't thank me" I mumbled "Well thank you for at least listening to me" Darren says laughing a little and I laughed with him "yea.. you're welcome!" I say and Darren hugged me.

He hugged me..
He hasn't in a while.
I missed this feeling with him,
I missed him and they way he loved me.
If only he knew how much he meant to me...

"Darren I love you." I say "I love you too Sebastian" Darren says. I wanted to tell him how I really felt, It was beyond love but I knew it wasn't the time.

(Darren's Pov)

I always loved Sebastian's hugs, they were soothing and always made me feel better. I wish I could tell Sebastian how deeply in love I was with him but I knew he didn't feel the same for me.. we're just best friends.

"Aw look at you two~" We hear Regie say and I quickly moved away from Sebastian "what're you talking about? We were just hugging" I say "I never said anything, seems like you're hiding something-" I gave Regie a 'shut up' kind of look and he laughed. "Anyways y'all wanna go to the mall with me and Oliver?" Regie asked, me and Sebastian smirking. "Don't you say it-" "I don't knowww y'all seem to hang out a little too much~" I say "yea, my brother loves hanging out with you Regie" Sebastian says and Regie smiled a bit "Shut up, Y'all are annoying" Regie says and we all laughed.

TO BE..CONTINUED!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONEEEE!!
I am so so sorry for the 2 month wait, I was more focused on myself these past months but I will try to publish chapters as soon as I can!!

HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS/HOLIDAYY!!

I LOVE YOU ALL MY SEXY/HANDSOME BABES💋💋.