18 realizations of being 18

Chapter 7|Revelation

After that heartfelt convo with mom, we ate dinner and dad surprisingly arrived. "Good evening" dad said.

"Good eve po daddy..." I said.

"So, i saw you with that boy earlier Agatha. Naka holding hands pa nga." Dad said with a philosophical voice.

Nag tataka ako pano nya nalaman na me and Seb were walking together earlier. I knew i would get caught but at this point of life i dont really care anymore if nag mamahalan kami ni Seb.

"Di po ba talaga kayo titigil sa pag stop saakin to fall inlove with Sebastian?" I said with a frustrated voice.

"FALL INLOVE??!??!" Dad shouted while slamming the table.

"BAKIT BA DAD?? When u dated mom did lolo and nana approve on your relationship?? DIBA HINDI? now please naman wag nyo pakialaman ang pagmamahal ko towards him!" I shouted and was about to walk out until dad said something that made my whole life break into pieces.

"Agatha wait!" Mom shouted

"Kapatid, kapatid mo sya Agatha..." Dad said.

When i heard that statement, my whole life took a turn. At this point di ko na alam anong gagawin sa sarili ko kasi sobrang naguguluhan na ako.

"Ka-kapatid? No...No! di yan totoo, di yan totoo dad diba? Come on dad tell me this is a joke. Dad please!" I said.

"He was my first child Agatha. I had him before me and your mom got into a relationship." Dad said.

At that time, halos wala na akong masabi because i was so confused of everything at this point. Rather than makipag argue kina mom and dad sa narinig ko, i ran to my room, slammed and locked the door.

"AHHHHHHHH!!! LAHAT NALANG BA LORD? AYAW KO NA PO!!! MASYADONG MASAKIT NA PLEASE TAMA NAAA!" I screamed while covering my mouth with a pillow.

As i was crying, a sudden thought popped into my mind. Naisipan kong tumakas at magpaka-layu layu sa lugar nato. I grabbed my backpack, took all my gadgets, charger, some clothes, toiletries and my car key. I slowly went down and outside the house from my balcony. Buti nalang at di masyadong mataas bahay namin that i was able to climb down without getting hurt.

I started the engine and drove to a convenience store near by our house. I bought some drinks or beer to be exact, chips, mints, and ice.

As i was paying, the woman who scanned my items kept on asking me if i was a drug addict or baliw ba ako.

"Drunkard ka po ba maam?" The woman asked.

"Hindi, may pinagdadaanan lang." i responded.

After i payed for everything i bought, i drove to this one location which has a kind mountain na if tumayo ka sa pinaka dulo halos makikita mo ang buong mundo and maisigaw mo na lahat ng sakit na mayroon ka.

At this moment of life the first place i thought about was this. This place is like my happy place to be exact, kasi finally maisigaw ko na din lahat ng nararamdaman ko.

Once i got to my destination, tumakbo ako sa taas ng bundok at tumayo dun ng ilang mga segundo.

"Lord! Kung naririnig nyo po ako bwiset ka! Bakit pati sa mundong to ang malas ko parin!" I screamed.

My heart shattered into pieces kasi all this time, the man i was dating was actually my brother. And no di ako nalulungkot dahil kapatid ko sya but because akala ko all this time i finally found my forever fairytale, yun pala, until now di parin.

*12:00 pm*

I remembered i had sleeping pil*s in my bag at dahil nga sobrang walang wala na ako nung oras nayon, i decided to drink as many as i want. Nakatulog ako ng mahimbing pero sumasakit nga lang ang ulo ko dahil sa 5 cans of beer na ininom ko in less than an hour without eating a full meal.

Maria's POV:
Earlier this morning when i woke up, I realised Agatha wasn't downstairs and didn't eat breakfast.

I knocked on her door to see if she is still sleeping.

*knock knock*

"Agatha anak? Lets eat na love, im sorry about what happened last night Agatha, di namin sinasadya ng daddy mo na itago ang totoo." I said.

No one was answering the door so i decided to go inside. I didn't see anyone in her room even in her bathroom. I even checked the balcony and the garden aswell.

"Agatha? Agatha?" I yelled.

I went downstairs to ask yaya if by any chance she saw Agatha today.

"Ya? Nakita nyo ba si Agatha?" I asked

"Hindi po maam, baka natulog po sa kwarto nya o di kaya nasa labas lang po nagpapahangin." She responded.

"Wala sya sa labas ya, wala nadin yung sasakyan nya. Asan naba yung anak ko?

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Will they find Agatha??

A short chap 7, i did my very best to make this revelation chapter as intresting as it seems. Sorry kasi this is my first story pa naman and i am still trying to improve my watty vocabs. I apologise for some typos and errors but enjoy reading!