Where I belong|| Wyatt x Reader {Book 1}

chapter 15

Y/n pov

I watch as Addison leave the gym and I turn to Wyatt who looked confused "well you might have ruined the most popular couple in the school" I joked and Wyatt looked at me even more confused

"What do you mean?" Wyatt asked "well by the time Zed saw you and Addison it kind of looked like you were flirting so..." I said awkwardly "oh I didn't mean to-" Wyatt spoke but I cut him off

"It's okay Wyatt I know you didn't mean to make it seem like you were trying to steal Zed's girl. you were just trying to cheer her up and I understand that" I said smiling at him. "Okay good cause I kinda have my eyes set on someone else" he said rubbing the back of his neck and My heart broke at the thought of Wyatt liking someone else but I put on a fake smile

Just then Bucky dismiss all the cheerleaders and the wolves were about to leave. "I guess I'll see you tomorrow" I said looking at Wyatt. "Who knows maybe it will be sooner than you think" Wyatt said winking at me and I blushed. I waved to Wynter goodbye and went to get my bag on the bleacher when Bucky grabbed my arm.

"You might have won this time but remember that this is my school, you got that freak" Bucky said and I just nod slightly trying not to cry. Bucky then let go of me and walked out of the gym and I grabbed my bag and walked out of the gym too

I spend too much time thinking about
who I'm supposed to be
I play by everybody's rules
that don't seem right to me (I sing as I walking down the halls seeing Bucky and the acyes chatting and laughing)

I'm cool and polite
on the outside
When I get a chance
I run and I hide
If your eyes are closed
it's hard to see (I sing as I walked out of the school thinking about how I try hard to fit in everyone but I still get made fun of)

What if I back down now
'cause I'm afraid of what might happen (I sing thinking about past and how scared I am to show my true self )

What if they turn away
when I show them who I truly am (I sing as I walked pass the beach hugging myself)

What if I lose my breath
when I throw those big doors open (I sing as I look up seeing a group of friends having fun at the beach and I imagined me and my friends as them)

Or tonight, just tonight
What if I shine? (I sing as I walked away from the beach)

Should I even care?
They're all sitting there
and everyone's staring at me (I sing as I remembered how the whole school looked at my streak today)

If I step out in the spotlight
maybe I'll be set free (I sing as I start running towards zombietown)

What if I back down now
'cause I'm afraid of what might happen (I sing walking into zombietown past the movie theater)

What if they turn away
when I show them who I truly am (I sing as I look at my reflection on a glass window at one of the stores)

What if I lose my breath
when I throw those big doors open (I sing as customers from the store open the door and I frown a bit and start walking)

Or tonight, just tonight
What if I shine?
I...
shine... (I sing standing in the middle of zombietown closing my eyes as everything around me spins)

I spend too much time thinking about
who I'm supposed to be (I sing as I open my eyes and walk back to seabrook)

But what if I sing out loud?
Because anything can happen (I sing smiling as I was walking)

What if I stand up proud
and I show them who I truly am? (I sing thinking of my friends and how they have accepted me no matter what)

They're gonna call my name
and I'll throw these big doors open (I sing as I lift up my hands to the sky)

'Cause tonight, just tonight
I'm gonna shine
I...
shine... (I sing brings my hand to my chest slowly and I smiled)

It was started to get dark so I headed to the Wells house. I opened the door and I put my bag by the small table next to it. I went to the living room and saw Addison crying on the couch. "Hey what's wrong?" I asked as I sat down next to her

"Me and Zed got into an argument and he thinks I like Wyatt, then he brought up how I use to hide my hair and I got upset" Addison said though tears and I hugged her as she cried on my shoulder. "Oh Addy it's going to be okay you both said things you didn't mean and Zed saw you and Wyatt's interaction at the wrong moment just give him sometime to cool off" I said, I was angry about what Zed said to Addison but also I knew that they both said things they didn't mean

"You probably right" Addison said as she move away from my shoulder and wiping her tears "I know" I said jokingly and we both laugh "but you look like you are upset as well what happened?" Addison asked and I sighed 'I think it's time to tell her' I thought

"It's just Bucky. Addy, Bucky have been treating me horribly since the day I came here saying that I don't belong here and how I am just using you and your family to live rent free, which isn't true because you guys are like the family I never had" I said crying a bit and Addison looked shocked and angry "why didn't you tell me?" Addison asked "I didn't want to bother you, you and your family have already done so much for me" I said trying not to look at her

"Their your family too n/n and we love you no matter what and you should never think you are bothering us ever again, you hear me" Addison said as she wipe my tears and we hugged "thanks Addy" I said "anytime" Addison said

"So You and Wyatt had a lot of chemistry today" Addison said smirking at me "yeah right I doubt that besides he said he have eyes for someone" I said "have you ever thought his talking about you" Addison said

"I haven't thought about that but you know I can't, I'm not ready for a relationship and we talked about this" I said "just remember what I told you don't let you past get to you okay" Addison said and I just nod

"Are Missy and Dale back yet?" I asked "they are, they just went out real quick for work" Addison said and I nod "Want some hot chocolate we can drink it while we do our chemistry homework?" she asked "yes please" I responded and Addison went to the kitchen to make hot chocolate while I took out our chemistry homework.