Do you know the feeling of being tired? Emotionally and physically? Because that's me right now. I'm so fucking tired. But I can't manage to take got care of myself or sleep. My parents aren't helping and neither is school. I'm so done with ny therapist and I'll have to talk to my dad about not wanting to go there anymore because this lady isn't helping me one fucking bit. I'll now just put on a sad song playlist and cry and hope that I feel better after. A friend of mine will come to visit me in 45 minutes and I really don't want him to have to comfort me again. I mean, he said he doesn't mind but my brain keeps saying he is bothered by it. I'm done with today and I'm done with this week. My biggest and strongest reason to keep going right now is that I'll see my platonic partner in 7 weeks and I'll stay with them for one and a half weeks.
I'm really sorry for having to vent again. I hope you have a better week then I do and you can do something you like!
Edit: It is now 6pm. I cried. I feel neutral but not very much better.
