To My Dearest Husband:
Hi Jess, maybe....if you are reading this now, I'm already gone. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving you this early.
Siguro, kung hindi lang ako nagkasakit ay baka kumpleto pa sana tayong tatlo. I'm sorry for not telling you the truth,
Nawalan na kasi tayo ng anak. I don't want to hurt you more at that time, ayokong makitang masaktan ka, hon. I'm sorry for being so selfish.
I-I thought that you would stay with me once we lost our kid. Akala ko sabay nating haharapin lahat ng problema. M-Maybe, your support will give me the strength to consider my operation. Even if it doesn't guarantee my safety, Hon, gusto ko pa sana talagang lumaban para sa'yo.
I still want to live the rest of my life with you....
But I know, that it's already late. I can't be saved. I can't be with you.
Jess, nanghihinayang parin ako sa mga panahong nasayang. We could've used that time to travel the world, spend our time together, we could've done the things that we've wanted.
I-I wanted to hate you for real. For cursing my dream. For hating me. For neglecting me, and for cheating. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mo nagawa sa'kin 'yon, alam kong may kasalanan ako sa'yo pero hindi ko naman sadya ang mawala ang anak natin.
P-Pero Jess, hindi ko pala kayang magalit sa'yo. Maybe, It was the best for us that you are falling out of love on me. Mas magandang hindi na ako ang mahal mo.
I am not blaming you, hon. Please do forgive yourself.
Live well, Jess. I hope you'll love another woman again. Please don't be alone.
-Emily
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"No! NO!"
"DON'T YOU GIVE ME THAT SHIT!"
"MGA BOBO BA KAYO?! Nang dahil diyan sa mga gamot na 'yan, hindi na ako binibisita ng mag ina ko!"
Yakap yakap ko parin ang librong ineregalo ni Emily sa'kin bago siya nawala.
My parents forced me to be locked up in this room.
People would inject me with those meds,
And I know that it's the reason why Emily and Emma won't visit me anymore.
I can't stop myself from crying while begging at the same time.
"P-Please, just kill me. H-Huwag niyo lang kunin ang mag ina ko sa'kin. I-I can't live without them."
"P-please. I'm begging you."
But just like the last time, they used all their strength to tie me up on the bed.
I lost my strength.
Lagi nalang ganito. Lagi nalang akong talo.
I-I do not want to be saved. Hindi ako baliw. I-I am just living my life with my wife and daughter.
Ano na naman ang mali doon?
I felt a piercing pain in my shoulder when they injected it to me again.
My conciousness are slowly fading.....I really hope that this time,
I can see her again.
Just a glimpse of her would be fine.
Even if it's for a short time, It wouldn't matter.
As long as I can see my wife again. Please. Please, hon.
Show yourself. I'm dying, Hon. Ilang araw na kitang hindi nakikita.
Nagmamakaawa ako sa'yo.
@Miss_Acyl
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Glimpse of Her
General FictionA Novellete: Jess Viel Lawrence, a man who lived a perfect life met his soulmate. What could possibly go wrong? He married the love of his life. They both had a child. They started their marriage with love. But what do you think will happen if the f...
