I hate this time of year
Where holidays thrive and family comes over
They dont understand
They dont understand why I stay in my room and dont talk to them as I used to
I understand it all now
What they were talking about all those years where I was shut out
They doubt I know anything
Brother knows what I know
Brother the one I can trust
He saved me
He was everything to me
until he broke our promise
he moved away
He broke a fucking promise
No one breaks a promise
He is no longer here with me
He went to another state
I was destrought whenever I thought of him
Until I ereased him from all of my memories
Or atleast got rid of the thought of him
Until he moved back
he wasnt the same anymore
He wasnt the same brother
He would still tell me things about the family
I just dont see my brother in him anymore
just some guy we know
Some person living in our house
He changed
I hated it
But I made a facade
Where I still loved him
I still do
deep down in my heart
But its diffrent now
But the facade had some flaws
It breaks easily
Where if I get angry it goes away
So if I do ever get angry I'll have a plan
I'll make sure he'll never know
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vent book
RandomJust a vent book. If you see this, i don't know, its nothing special. a lot of trigger warnings. please dont vent in the comments, i might be in a very bad mental state at the time, if you need to vent, dm or pm me. some of these come from my old ve...
