When fall ends comes winter
winter was always my favorite season.
Because no one would know
what would be under the sleeve
in the summer people would make a huge deal about a jacket
I've planned on ending it all many times
but theres always someone there that would stop me
they were never there but they were there mentaly
But it was never family
I hate my family
they're better than some
I can tell you that but
it surprises me with the care that my friends give
they say its nothing and that its just something they do automaticly
but
I always thought of them as my real family
school was something I could look forward to
Since I would see everyone I cared about
They treated me like family
They showed compassion I've never seen or heard from my parents
my parents are always busy now a days
I barely have anytimes that I talk to them
I hate it
I miss the days of when I loved everyone
no one was a threat
But
thats no more
I have fallen out of reach
the reach of my own friends
Im sorry
But
thank you for everything
my dear friends
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vent book
RandomJust a vent book. If you see this, i don't know, its nothing special. a lot of trigger warnings. please dont vent in the comments, i might be in a very bad mental state at the time, if you need to vent, dm or pm me. some of these come from my old ve...
