What if I just disappeared? I have before for a day and no one seemed to care. People just hate me. I know it. Every drip of blood tells me it as well. It's pleasuring to just feel that pain, I deserve all of it. Every single scar. My friends may seem like they care about me but I know they don't. Ever started hating them? I kinda started to. Not like hate hate them. Just wish that I didn't know then and they didn't know me. Just so then I could disappear easier. But yet, I dont think they'd even care. Maybe they will? I don't know. I'm just a liar with friends because of those lies. If anything, I should be murdered or killed for how I am. I don't deserve anything. I just want to leave this world and let everyone be happy knowing that I'm dead and I won't be a bother anymore.
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vent book
RandomJust a vent book. If you see this, i don't know, its nothing special. a lot of trigger warnings. please dont vent in the comments, i might be in a very bad mental state at the time, if you need to vent, dm or pm me. some of these come from my old ve...
