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Just a vent book. If you see this, i don't know, its nothing special. a lot of trigger warnings. please dont vent in the comments, i might be in a very bad mental state at the time, if you need to vent, dm or pm me. some of these come from my old ve...

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I hate you

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by Star_Dae

by Star_Dae

I hate my own mother

There's good reasons why

she's just bitch

She cares if I'm wearing a jacket

but she doesnt care for my fucking mental health

they grounded me today

for wearing a jacket

a jacket on which ive worn multipule occasions

my father said it was disrespect towards myself

I hate this

I only want pain it seems like

pain would solve everything

If i died they wouldnt care

I need something to get my mind off everything

hello?

is anyone there?

...anyone?

My friends would be here surely

They care

... dont they..?

why am i like this?

ive always been so nieve

thinking that my own friends would come and help me out of my darkest moments

It only worked once

once

out of the hundreds of times they tried to help me

pain

i should just end it here

no one would care

no one would

they are all to busy watching their own devices to care about me

Please

help me

i want out of this

please

please im begging you

I want out of this

im sorry everyone

Im sorry i wasnt a good friend like i set out to be

im sorry

please forgive me